Wednesday, October 22, 2008
6 MONTHS, 8 DAYS...I just suddenly remember this song by Brian McKnight, 6 months, 8 days, 12 hours...
dada asked mi to search for it
i realli liked it since the 1st time i heard it
althou its realli sad...
excluding 13th apr...todae is the 6th month, 8th day since our phuket trip...
'the dae i went awae'
broke the heart of someone who realli cherished mi
and gave his ALL to me....
everythingy pass so fast...
and life jux dun realli get any better
i went to the idp conference on suN...
to check out wad uni i can go to after graduation.
seems like nuttins gonna happen from then all
cuz EVERY1 SAID:
pHysiotherapy... arh...its a very competetive course to enter, so you require a very high GPA to get in...wads ur GPA?i realli dunno how to ans...
so being sick and tired of them tell mi that its at least a 3.5 i jux said 3...
but in actual fact...
im damn far from 3!
and i can never reach a GPA of 3!
i was realli fustrated by all the freaking angmOhs whu were trying to bullshit mi
gosh! how many pple actualli have 3.5?
definitely less than 10 in the whole damn course!
i was realli upset...
i applied for 3 unis...
knowing that curtin would definitely nt accept mi, i realli hope at least USyd or UQ would take mi
and im darn worried...
somewhere pls take mi in~
i peeped at tak's blog again todae...
after so long~
well at least i do see some nice smiles on dada's face...
guess dis time he realli managed to kick mi out of his life totally le...
well at least he gt rid of sth that stab him in his heart
dats mi!
realli glad that he is smiling again =)
i feel so lost todae~
why do i feel this way?
im realli in need for a hug and some1 to comfort mi
im alwaes in need for hugs~
i still feel empty and alone... ... ... ...
no one knows hw i feel
no one knows wad i wan
no one is there for mi
no one cares for the slightest bit
i've lost everything...
including myself ="(
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10/22/2008 09:15:00 PM
