2nd dae of attachment...and i got stuFf to bitch abt 'hER' piangs realli cant stand siaz...she is the worse working "partner" i've ever get...impression nt too gud cuz of the last prac le now it jux gotten worse...
i've never met anione whu is liddat b4 la...no matter how selfish or wad...she seems to try means and ways to 'stab' mi sOmehow in front of my CE...why got suCh pple...the worse is that its onli 2nd dae! wow u can nv imAgine how piSsed off im ydae la...damN bitch! its her 1st time at NUH and i realli wanna make her get lost there la...but why am i so nice to go back to look for her...why come on u noe that ur let off late for lunch why do u still expect pple to alwaes wait for u...wait for u jiu suan le...still walk till so FArkiNg Slow...plS la its realli nt i walk damn fast...is u walk too Slow to catch uP...
i noe im so bitChy la but so be it ma...after this attachment i dun wanna hav anithing to do with such a person! i realli nv dislike anyone in the course that much! as much as i used to dislike JH, buts fine now...but i realli cant live with such colleagues! farking hEll..evEn thou i dun like CPL but my anger towards her is still lesser than thiS arse...damn it...lucky i got JAclYN & JH with mi! but why are we nt working together?! cant even bitch during lunch! after work oso bu fan bian~
guess she can sense that im pissed with her la...but i try nt to bear grudges la...but i dunno why she alwaes can find stuffs to piss mi off~ coMe on...as partners u try to cover up for the other one wad...why isnt that happening? and the worse is she is alwaes using some shallow tricks!!! damn fake lors..."my area of interest is MS, BUT IM WILLING TO LEARN ANYTHING haha, THE SPINAL CORD IS LINKED TO THE SPINE TOO hahaha!" thx huhs so fake fake fake la...wad u trying to sae that im nt willing to learn jux cuz i dun like neuro? or jux cuz my CE noes that i freaking prefer CP? StoP all these shit biTch~ i'LL show u my power!
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8/26/2008 09:38:00 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
wHy can i Jux conCentrate? i freAkiN neEd to FOCUS!!! ltr iS my MS Paper le...bUt im stiLL NOT exactly DonE StuDyinG yEt~ whAt im doinG nOw? BLOGGIN and wad plAyin with ChiMnEy juX now i wan a blAck LAbRadOr! i wan a reaL ChimNey at hOme...=) den can plAy with jAde jAde and Shadow... hOpefuLLy chiMney wun be as tOOpiD as the 2 of dem lol *=X* -dreAminG again- chiMnEy dun even exiSt~~~
all thE tot pls cLear oFf from mY minD..sHhhh!!! oNly wanna tinK oF mY lecTuRe noTes... iN fAct i was thinking so mUch abt it thAt i dreaMT OF havinG AnoTher MS pRac SCARY or wAdz... cant wait for wEd to coMe =) den i cAn lalalalalala... go cluBbin at nitE and continue on sAt...with my cRaZy gf *lOve them to Core*
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8/18/2008 11:32:00 AM
Friday, August 15, 2008
im very uNsTabLe... totally right abt mi... today had my applied pHysio paper...thinK kinda BuAng-ed it... buT still HOPE that i can pass... =) *oPtiMiStiC*
im realli tired...i cant remember a single shit other than my name... after that JH brought us to a nice italian restaurant to makan... okie la but DamNEXPENSIVE! haha den went back to sch with the raspBerry pie yUmMY! //chat with MoH hUan den went to JH'S pOOl to nuA.. hoPing that i can gEtTAN but still failed =( den after that i ran home from sErAngOoN stAtioN, 35 min joG to go hOme hoR dun PLay plAy... i still Zai de... cuz im tRaining for my NikE rUn on 31st auGust darN tiRed went to chiNatOwn with the entire famility to eat PekiNg RoAst Duck...my fav!
thiS feeliNg suX...to feel for someone whom i had given up who i hav TOTALLY no right to hav... do i let it jux diE down or ShouLD i fight for wad i realli wan like i said... UR wad i wAN... i shOulD hav jux sPOke up... woUld i get a 2nd chAnce if i ask for it nOw? sliMmest chAnces i stiLL loVe dada loads... i miz dada~
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8/15/2008 10:50:00 PM
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8/15/2008 10:42:00 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
well suddenly jux felt like gg back to bloggin...stop cuz no point aniwaes...so now i jux wallow in my self pity in my own little world...no one cares no one reads aniwaes...
im finally year 3 into PT...terrible course...attachment after attachment, tests after test, no time to rest and now that my life is kinda totally screwed up...dun as mi why...i dun wanna explain...and no point explaining aniwaes...
i once had a wonderful boyfren whu is alwaes there for mi...not that i dun have someone to care for mi now. but i seriously REGRET that i didnt make him stay when i knew all all along that he was kinda the one for mi...well wad can i do why i fucked up my life lidat. like stef sae, jux gta live with the decision i made...although i might still have the chance but i guess i jux lost it about 1 week ago...and wad mummy ida and stef said was...why do You NeeD StabiliTy when Ur oNly 21?
true...but without my stability, im insecure...and i still dun think sam sam is the one for mi...and im realli guily about it...can i jux M.I.A? leave the world...finish up my course and live in get lost...lost my jC frens...oNli left with KAi and Sam from primarY sch, the 4 crazy gals & 3 boys from secondary sch and the PTs...hahaz...when every1 think that i got a lot of frens...those frenships that i think can realli last, nw i can count the numbers with all my fingers & toes...
time to remove him from my sight, including all the stitches... ~hen ke lian ~da zui ba ~xiaoxueren ~yao shui jiao and dada zi who looks at mi everytime i wake up... reminding mi of how stupid i was to allow my heart to waver cuz of stupid adam...landing mi in such a situation...
wad the hell...emo oso not gonna change anithingy...live with it and hopefully things will get better... sorry sam sam (thou i now he wun be able to see)
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8/14/2008 05:35:00 PM
We LovE, beCauSe HE 1st LovEd uS...
The One & ONLI
XiAoxUereN
bAllerina
hiPhoP dAncer
bAsketBaller
pHysiO-to-bE...who was borN...
on 13th mAy 1987
im nuTtiN but a crAzy gAl and oNe wHo conStAntly seeks for fun n relAxation...
LOVES;
huBbY ChUbi
YumMy fOOd:
dArK chOcoLAte
chOco-miNt iCe crEaM
eScaGots
FuN aNd lAuGhTer:
bAskEtbAll
DaNcinG (my eveRlAsting pAssion)
wAtcH tV
sLacK
PlaY mY drUms
diStUrB mY frEnz
stuFfs thAt giMme an AdrEnAlin ruSh =)
tRaveLLin
shOPpiN
pEoPle:
cArol deAr
soTonG ZheN zhEn
mAryAnn dArliN
pEixi tHe siAo
pAtRiciA the crAzy
tinGting the gAlgAl
HATES;
mY bOokS! hAte to stUdy mAn!
hYpOcriTes (unfortuNately dEy are ard!)
*giMme some time to aDd to thE liSt*
DESIRES;
moSt imPtlY
cASh
more cloThEs
a niCe wAtcH
dO dAmn weLL in mY stUdies to gO to aUstRAliA
moRe fReeDoM
*i'LL lOOk for tHem the nExt timE i gO shOppiN
