Friday, April 27, 2007
WOAH! JUX REALIZED THAT MY BDAE IS COMING
"wad do u wan for birthdae?"
got 2 person close to mi ask mi le lolx...one is ma-li-ann the other is my most adorable dada! hehex... but realli dunno wad i wan...could onli tot of 2 things...cash and oakley 1/2 jacket sunglasses lolx...cuz i dunno wre are my glasses...most prob i dropped it at sarimbun...
now i still think cash is the most si ji...so short of money siaz lolx...
other wishes included...do realli well dis yr...and to slim down!!! think no one can hlp mi in dis kind of wishes horx...
woah i v excited abt the trip to sentosa with the PTs lehz...thinkin of all the funnie waes to scare the juniors...currently got mealworms...(lucky the NYP pple dunno wre is my bloggie) but i come to realize that they are quite ex too! a box for 2.20...n the budget is abt 6 bucks for each station and thats definitely not enuff!!! mayb mux get the bigger ones...haha so that its more scary ba...lol....bigger size so dunid buy so much...tot of getting fish but how to kip after that? clarice sae get frogs...but i scared...any more ideas anione?
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4/27/2007 09:37:00 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007
CAN I NOT GO BACK TO SCH?yesterdae morning i went to east coast park to VOLAR! an outdoor by SMU cuz hanchong is working there so i asked s1 to go with mi...thinking that we all shud love such stuffs...cuz its outdoor! but onli zhen, tak n sy came...wah woke up at 7am...zzz den zhen n sy late summore so i hav to waste time at home...drove over to tpy to meet them 1st...and after i took my own sweet time to park n walk to the station still gota wait!! qian da ar!! so we A sy money to buy us breakfast...yay! den i drove them east coast...
haha got goodie back...woah so big ar the bag took to top n wore it...went for cable ski! oHhh nice...mi n zhen went the furthest...haha fell at the same spot lols...but still fun i wanna go again next time...haha...den we went biking...to macs den buy choco milk shake n mc flurry...den we ride to BEDOK jetty! woah...marine parade area RIDE to bedok jetty lehx...(actualli not v far) next time muz try from 1 end to the other ar haha...everything was great! expt i kenna summon! haiz...30 bucks got wings le...1st time lehz...die le la...gonna starve to death to pay the summon le... =S
den i drove to sembawang...let zhen go home...den sy n i go tak hse to slack...den go sun plaza to meet dada, HY n Si yun for dinner...we play 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 haha fun arhz...esp when i see that puzzled lOOk on tak's faCE! lolx...den we went to tak hse slack summore cuz it was still raining...when the rain stop we go n play bball! aiyoh cant seem to get ani ball in...depressed! v long nv play le lor!
at nite i drove to dada hse shower...sit sit n left for home...den i call kor to get the car he told mi he at serangoon...ask mi go pick him up...den go lorx...den end up oso drive my dasao home...haiz...tired arz...zzz
todae 1st dae at sch...late summore...the train la delay...haiz...1st dae at sch wanna die le...i can feel the stress...haiz...shud i quit sch?!
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4/16/2007 05:39:00 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
I JUST WANNA BE HAPPI!The sadness of life often happen to everyone of us or the frenz ard...wad matters is hopefully the interval isnt to short in between so that we can happily lead a happier life...cuz i guess majority of us live with this mindset " but...i just wanna be happi..." and im also guilty of that, unfortunately...wad is happiness?for the pass weeks i've been on attachment at orchard physio center...im v glad that im there cuz i learnt alot of tings from Joseph Wong my "boSs" and Li Ann the asSt. there was realli frenly...i enjoyed it more here...althou im alone again...wanna thank him and ann for taking care of mi all these while =) its realli a blessing to work there =) and its definitely one of the most unforgetable episodes in my life...other than physio i was introduced to supplements...which i dun realli believe in taking...until i met my supervisor...so i let dad try them...i read a lot on it and think mayb we realli nid them irregardless of our age...cuz the nutrients that we are receiving from our food is realli not enuff...i dunno...i've yet to try but i guess i will...yesterdae was the last dae at work...so after work the "physios" gatheredat fish n co for dinner and went clubbing at momo...im not gg back there again unless i got a lot of frens sae they wanna go over...and wah piangs i fell there...i didnt see a step and tripped over...so paisehs and got 3 blueblacks and a small cut on my hand and 1 on my foot...lucky im wearing jeans or i think i cant last thru the nite with the pain...i realli had a wild time but im still not quite happy...i cried at work todae...not cuz im leaving that i miss my "boss" and ann...but cuz of the msges that my baby sent mi...i tot we are at the verge of splitin...and we dunno how salvage...cuz it had been an existing prob between us...and that realli hurt mi...that we had different views and principles and the insanity in the both of us...we've alwaes disagree that taurus and leo cant get tgt for long cuz both are stubborn pple...nw i think im staring to agree...no matter how cuz leos could be...i guess the romantic and emotional taurus is often taken aback by her bloody emos...so much so that i cant listen to zuan shu tian shi cuz i wud think abt him and start to tear...NO SAD SONGS! and the whole issue still boils down to cuz " i jux wanna be happi"on easter dae i was happi and not quite happi...happi cuz my baby is gg to my "boss" church tgt with mi...and the theme was " i juz wanna be happi" simply by the verse John 11:35, "jesus wept" the shortest verse in the whole bible...cuz i've alwaes wanted him to convert and i dunno why whenever he is in the church with mi i get ultra emo...i cry when i pray, watch clips on the death and resurrection of jesus and sing my fav songs in church...n i was sad cuz he didnt seem interested at all to be God'd child and follower...and i guessed he ticked the box that saes he is interested to noe more cuz of mi...and the box that sae he is not interested for himself...and the topic was left hanging there again...i dunno why he is so reluctant to come into the family...cu jesus wept cuz ppl dun understand the gift of life...believing that he is our miracle that he can walk us thru in all ups and downs...and i wepted cuz he could not understand the goodness of God and his invitation to him to be his follower and child...to come to be the christian bf and hubby that i've alwaes wished for...and he made mi doubt even more whether we could realli be tgt...forcing mi to choose between him n God...back to the topic...i dun wanna choose...and i wan both..."cuz i just wanna be happi"...cuz if i lose ani...i would be unhappi...this happiness is not wad the word can give but wad God can give the joy in jux being thankful and grateful that we can wake up in the morning........Thus my resolution for now...is try not to go on the basis the " cuz i jux wanna be hapi" cuz that is the cause of my stubborness and also part of the reason of the BIG COLD WAR between mi n my baby this time...indirectly...theres realli a nid for change but how are we gonna do it and the amt f effort put in....to sustain n love bravely
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