Friday, February 02, 2007
LIFE IS SO SAD
i guess i wun hav much time to come n blog as frequent until after my papers...
somehow i realli hate myself...and it seems that nuttin in my life goes smoothly de...haiz...with pple ard mi that makes mi feel bad although i noe they dun mean it...im jux a useless freak...cuz all i noe is to cry and hide under the blanket...
wads with sunshine after the rain? i dun see anything like sun shining in my life...its alwaes gloomy...and stuck in the storm...when izit gotta end? i dunno i dun understand the purpose of my existance! wads the goal of my life? nuttin...
i jux wish that i could jux end my life liddat...cuz i dun see any reason liing in this cruel world...heartless and dark...even if there is light...its never bright enuff to light my wae...
i guess the onli thing i can thx for...is that i hav a supportive man...by my side...whu alwaes stand by mi no matter wad...cry when i cry and make mi luff...but still no one is perfect...and i feel that im like dragging him down alwaes making him upset with all the events related to my life...
born into a family with a strict dad and a noisy mum i dunno...not as if im damn rich...with one being unreasonable and another one toking too much and adding oil to the fire kind...i dunno...i think my family quite sad...when i hav my own family i wan it to be a realli bonded one...better den everyone in the family gettin unhappi cuz of a qn...all these are uneccessary de lor...so bo liao...
sch wise i think everything in the f***ed up sch jux sux big time!
simply...LOFE JUX SUX BIG TIME!
someone jux KILL mi...
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2/02/2007 07:54:00 PM
