Tuesday, February 27, 2007
IM BACK!
so long after the exam but im still back to blog lolx...jux a little late...cuz im busy enjoying n slacking my life after the damn paper...*toot* it get loSt!
waiting for fri now...cuz im flying awae!! leaving singapore for gud lol i nid a long a hols and jux nice cousin eileen is getting married...Australia here i ComE!! lolx... i love it man!i love that place...but this time im realli gonna walk ard the place...cuz the last time i went there i was still a freaking kid...lolx...
well after the papers Jinghao bought us lunch cuz its his bdae =) oMg 30+ bucks per person man...thats a lot...that will nv happen to any of my frens im sorri peeps...unless i become millionaire over nite...mayb trillionaire better...lolx *impossible* the chocolate fondue!! oMg! heavenly...
on sat i met up with my crazy bunch of gals...and the siao za bor club went to chen laoshi's hse! so noisy and we were toking abt our secondary sch daes...those were the best times...crazy frens...lots of gossips...making fun of each other...pulling the "target" to the guy they like lols...not much stress and lots of after sch orchard shoppin...come to think of it my skirt was FREAKING LONG!!! esp sec 1 its at mid calf! i looked so gunDoo sami man...haha and we toked abt whu liked whu in the past and all the juicy rumors in clz...some was true and others not lolx...
i realli love being with the 3 of them...althou we seldom meet...mayb max abt 6-7 times a yr...(we surely meet up for bdae celebrations and rox the restaurant with our thunderous laughter) but we are nv short of anithing to sae and luff lolx...we rox to core man!
JC peeps i love u too...and i realli enjoyed my JC life too...but there was a little more studying and stress filled with bball sessions and tok cock periods haha...i love u guys too...esp my MAN! the one im settling down for...as much as i would like to continue to explore my forest, i noe he is the one whu will be the best hubby...(lolx too bad he's mine) and the one whu will definitely try his best to provide the best for mi...and he is none other than my chubi dear dear...
"I LOVE U"
oHH ya...almost forgot...i cooked for dada on fri...we went to cold storage after my lunch to get our food stuffs...haha yummY... i cook v nice lehx...1st time cook the thing all by myself...dada sae v nice but a little too salty...nvm nxt time will be better lol...and we made sushi...chuka chimi, ebikko and cucumber and dad cooked ba kut teh w abalone *yummy or wad*
now adaes life is jux slacking ard doing nuttin...packing my room after CNY haha...so many things pack till sianz onli...
as much as i wanna fly awae...i will miss dear v much de worz...12 daes nv see him leh... like BMT confinement liddat...and cant call for long cuz the calls are ex...haiz...well his kakis pls tke care of him...but dun tke care until he go hug other gals huhs...cant bring him see gals or watch porn tgt...if i noe...*hehehehe* u dun wanna noe the consequences...
that's all for now...v sianz...the weather so freaking hot...wanna go laze ard again le...BUaiiiIiIiiI
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2/27/2007 02:42:00 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
LIFE IS SO SAD
i guess i wun hav much time to come n blog as frequent until after my papers...
somehow i realli hate myself...and it seems that nuttin in my life goes smoothly de...haiz...with pple ard mi that makes mi feel bad although i noe they dun mean it...im jux a useless freak...cuz all i noe is to cry and hide under the blanket...
wads with sunshine after the rain? i dun see anything like sun shining in my life...its alwaes gloomy...and stuck in the storm...when izit gotta end? i dunno i dun understand the purpose of my existance! wads the goal of my life? nuttin...
i jux wish that i could jux end my life liddat...cuz i dun see any reason liing in this cruel world...heartless and dark...even if there is light...its never bright enuff to light my wae...
i guess the onli thing i can thx for...is that i hav a supportive man...by my side...whu alwaes stand by mi no matter wad...cry when i cry and make mi luff...but still no one is perfect...and i feel that im like dragging him down alwaes making him upset with all the events related to my life...
born into a family with a strict dad and a noisy mum i dunno...not as if im damn rich...with one being unreasonable and another one toking too much and adding oil to the fire kind...i dunno...i think my family quite sad...when i hav my own family i wan it to be a realli bonded one...better den everyone in the family gettin unhappi cuz of a qn...all these are uneccessary de lor...so bo liao...
sch wise i think everything in the f***ed up sch jux sux big time!
simply...LOFE JUX SUX BIG TIME!
someone jux KILL mi...
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2/02/2007 07:54:00 PM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
WHAT HAPPENED?
Nowadaes i juz feel damn bad...wtf is wrong with my life lor...even blogger wanna bully mi...DAMN!
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2/01/2007 09:24:00 PM
