-mayb i should quit physio soon...- > cant let mary see this...i think she will scream at mi again...but im realli kinda stressed up cuz it requires v consistant work...n im not that kinda of person...simply too slack...its ez to sae buck up, pull up my socks and wadever not but its realli tough when u stuDy for the sake of it...realli sick of this feelin lehz...
wads more...even the powerpack pple are leaving! n mi this stupid dumbass is still trying to survive in there when im like drowning and dying soon...the pressure is reali up and i realli feel f***ing bad to see everyone else ard mi doing v much better den mi i realli cant stand the feeling...
tell mi: "PUT DOWN UR EGO AND STOP COMPLAINING!" but too bad im jux lidat its realli upsetting to see that i study hard n my efforts dun pay?! realli hate memory work...im an application person...but wads worse...it dun realli reflect on my prac scores...actualli no diff...cuz u gotta memorize the stuffs to do well in praCs too! wAd shit man?! n i think the damn M**A women sux totalli i dun think i deserve to get D for dis pRac! i deServe BETTA grAdes! even fathiah said so...i did do that badly...she realli practice favouritism till lidat siaz...
TO THE DAMN WOMEN: jUx cuz im not the ultra good student doesnt mean that u treat mi w unfairness...n it dun make sense that "u" let off the guys so easily! n the gals alwaes dun get the better grades...come on lor "u" also female lor! CAN BE MORE FAIR NOT! fair suemei jux cuz she didnt noe how to explain wad was X-ray therapy?!when u define it usinf the root words 'X-ray therapy is a therapeutic treatment using x-ray' WTF?! u think ur explaination v good?sae we get confused w stuffs i think ur the one whu is confused!
super pissed with sch man...and im tasting something familiar which i think it happened to me...DEPRESSION...my world is in darkness...no point saying that u guys will stick by mi...when no matter how "sticky" it wun hlp cuz every one got their own problems n stuffs to do...n it wun like improve mi grades like wad lor...i will still hav to depend on myself...realli thx the frens whu go thru this w mi...dun meant to be mean...but the 'support' is not hlping mi...instead it jux make mi feel worse n more stupid~
mAyb i jux die n let it be...mayb i shud jux stay in australia if i hav a chance to...Singapore...jux too stressful for a dumbass like mi...
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1/17/2007 08:42:00 PM
We LovE, beCauSe HE 1st LovEd uS...
The One & ONLI
XiAoxUereN
bAllerina
hiPhoP dAncer
bAsketBaller
pHysiO-to-bE...who was borN...
on 13th mAy 1987
im nuTtiN but a crAzy gAl and oNe wHo conStAntly seeks for fun n relAxation...
LOVES;
huBbY ChUbi
YumMy fOOd:
dArK chOcoLAte
chOco-miNt iCe crEaM
eScaGots
FuN aNd lAuGhTer:
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DaNcinG (my eveRlAsting pAssion)
wAtcH tV
sLacK
PlaY mY drUms
diStUrB mY frEnz
stuFfs thAt giMme an AdrEnAlin ruSh =)
tRaveLLin
shOPpiN
pEoPle:
cArol deAr
soTonG ZheN zhEn
mAryAnn dArliN
pEixi tHe siAo
pAtRiciA the crAzy
tinGting the gAlgAl
HATES;
mY bOokS! hAte to stUdy mAn!
hYpOcriTes (unfortuNately dEy are ard!)
*giMme some time to aDd to thE liSt*
DESIRES;
moSt imPtlY
cASh
more cloThEs
a niCe wAtcH
dO dAmn weLL in mY stUdies to gO to aUstRAliA
moRe fReeDoM
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