Saturday, December 23, 2006
todae is a boring dae...kinda sick...having flu, cough n sorethroat...but dun care i still eat wad i like n drink cold drinks...like the chinese saying "yi(3) du(2) gong(1) du(2)" lolz
watched tv the whole dae...i planned to go church but didnt cuz my baby not gg with mi n i dun feel like gg out...supposed to tidy my room n do some work but didnt oso cuz i got stuck to the tv...
haoyi asked mi to go k with them at yiShun sAfrA but didnt feel like it...cant realli sing oso n like i sae dun wanna go out...partly oso dun wanna see some pple...n its quite far for mi to go...or shud i sae...simply LAZY
went clubbing with px, pat, ting, yeye and andy at DXO...the environment not bad lorx...cuz got non smoking area =) quite like it but the crowd wasnt there...so dancing started late...but better than phuture cuz at least no guys to tke advantage n i could realli dance...cuz of that experience im not gg to zouk again...dun like it...they got band performance haha not bad lorx...quite like it...
although i no guys took advantage of mi...a gal eat my tofu haha not realli la jux some gal whom i dunno came to dance with mi n like shake butt competition lidat but is friendly match la...so we shall be open n play eith her lo...haha anywae better den a guy come n grope mi yah...
but realli dunno why baby dun like mi to go club...im not those whu will pick up smoking cuz i dun like tha habit...im nt that a drunkard...i guess its more on the thing that guys will tke advantage...well jux becareful...i like to go cuz i like to dance mah...canot meh? dun expect mi to jux dance at home for nuttin wad...n it does feel awkward when some one is watching u n not dancing with u...cuz its not like a performance...hMmm mayb we are jux v different in this aspect...will his mindset change after gg with mi?
watch alot of tv programmes todae...so i post a qn...
"can we trust guys for the 2nd time after they cheat on the gal?"
myAns: N-O NO!
cuz once they do it once they will do it again...cuz like andy sae..."some guys think with their dickhead rather than the head on the neck" lolz how true...
dats wad mum sae n warn mi to rmb my stand forever n not be blinded by the love for the guy...but andy said sth too..."gals can oso do the same wad" true but i think it is less likely cuz the females will normally concentrate on their rship one guy at a time...not sae its not possible for a gal to cheat on her bf...cuz we've seen real cases ard us...but i think when a gal is serious abt settling down she will put her whole heart into it...am i right?
on the other hand i start to qn...do i realli trust my baby as much as i thought? when i said it i was very sure that my baby wun betray mi cuz he dun look at other gals de...hMmm n he loves mi a lot...even more than i love him...but the more i think i more i lose faith...dunno izit in myself or in him...shud we trust men to a limit so that we dun be as hurt? (sounds crappy) i dunno...
it depends on how each person think...right?
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12/23/2006 11:55:00 PM
