Wednesday, December 27, 2006
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12/27/2006 03:21:00 PM
time realli flies....its the 2nd christmas spent ith my dada...sound little...cuz 2 onli...but it also means that we've been tgt for 2 yrs+ realli happi dat we can last so long...=) n we've nv broken up b4 n our love is still gg very strong...even stronger than super glue lolz...
i met dada on christmas eve...we watched "Nite at the museum" haha liked it although it wasnt as funnie as i tot...went home...i saw the prezzie he prepared...jux as i guess...iM correct he got mi StitCh n the Sony mp3 i wanted =) thX babY i love u...
didnt expect him to gimme such an expensive gift =p but mayb oso cuz he got bonus so buy for mi haha so next time my christmas gift dun nid ke qi le lolx =X the mp3 is realli cool! hahaz...dun wan ipod cuz every one got...n abit sick of it lolx...but i mux ipod is definitely more user friendly but i still like my mp3 =)
but my gift was another t-shirt (LET IT RAIN) haha bought 2 so that we hav the same one...our 2nd couple tee lolx...wanna buy dada a wallet cuz i cant stand the one he is using lolx...but he sae dun bother...save the money for my own use...wah so gud lehx...no wonder i love him so much...he so totful lor...
we went to my place after dinner n dada stayed over =) but i bz with my mp3 n he kip playing initial D on the PSP! aiyoh...anger mi...got PSP dun wan mi le izzit...lucky he got stop =) den we go brush teeth n lay in bed n chat...toked abt some stuffs he dun even noe...quite sad la...but lucky got dada for mi to lean on if not i realli dunno how to survive till todae...
todae(christmas Dae)
awaken at 10am...den we go to OCC for kor's church christmas lunch...food not bad lehx...the chef whu cooked the fish is gud...cuz the meat isnt overcooked n the fish is real fresh! but dada dun like cuz the arlic alot haha but i quite like it...
den we Bowl with tak, hong n Sy haha...quite fun arhz...tak pro lehz got turkey to celebrate christmas...dada sae dunno how to play end up oso play betta den mi haha but i oso dun realli noe how to play la...hehe =p
after dat we went to yishun 10 see got movie slots not...since no hav we went home slp till 8pm den eat dinner...hahaz den we jux chat with each other...aiyoH dada said alot of touching stuffs...so touched till my tears flow down leh he oso touched lor lolx...
I LOVE U DADA! UR THE BEST...UR ARE MY XING FU~ WITHOUT U I REALLI CANT SURVIVE FOR LONG...I NID U EVERYDAE OF MY LIFE...DUN EVER LEAVE MI KAES MUACKIEZ...
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12/27/2006 03:12:00 PM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
todae is a boring dae...kinda sick...having flu, cough n sorethroat...but dun care i still eat wad i like n drink cold drinks...like the chinese saying "yi(3) du(2) gong(1) du(2)" lolz
watched tv the whole dae...i planned to go church but didnt cuz my baby not gg with mi n i dun feel like gg out...supposed to tidy my room n do some work but didnt oso cuz i got stuck to the tv...
haoyi asked mi to go k with them at yiShun sAfrA but didnt feel like it...cant realli sing oso n like i sae dun wanna go out...partly oso dun wanna see some pple...n its quite far for mi to go...or shud i sae...simply LAZY
went clubbing with px, pat, ting, yeye and andy at DXO...the environment not bad lorx...cuz got non smoking area =) quite like it but the crowd wasnt there...so dancing started late...but better than phuture cuz at least no guys to tke advantage n i could realli dance...cuz of that experience im not gg to zouk again...dun like it...they got band performance haha not bad lorx...quite like it...
although i no guys took advantage of mi...a gal eat my tofu haha not realli la jux some gal whom i dunno came to dance with mi n like shake butt competition lidat but is friendly match la...so we shall be open n play eith her lo...haha anywae better den a guy come n grope mi yah...
but realli dunno why baby dun like mi to go club...im not those whu will pick up smoking cuz i dun like tha habit...im nt that a drunkard...i guess its more on the thing that guys will tke advantage...well jux becareful...i like to go cuz i like to dance mah...canot meh? dun expect mi to jux dance at home for nuttin wad...n it does feel awkward when some one is watching u n not dancing with u...cuz its not like a performance...hMmm mayb we are jux v different in this aspect...will his mindset change after gg with mi?
watch alot of tv programmes todae...so i post a qn...
"can we trust guys for the 2nd time after they cheat on the gal?"
myAns: N-O NO!
cuz once they do it once they will do it again...cuz like andy sae..."some guys think with their dickhead rather than the head on the neck" lolz how true...
dats wad mum sae n warn mi to rmb my stand forever n not be blinded by the love for the guy...but andy said sth too..."gals can oso do the same wad" true but i think it is less likely cuz the females will normally concentrate on their rship one guy at a time...not sae its not possible for a gal to cheat on her bf...cuz we've seen real cases ard us...but i think when a gal is serious abt settling down she will put her whole heart into it...am i right?
on the other hand i start to qn...do i realli trust my baby as much as i thought? when i said it i was very sure that my baby wun betray mi cuz he dun look at other gals de...hMmm n he loves mi a lot...even more than i love him...but the more i think i more i lose faith...dunno izit in myself or in him...shud we trust men to a limit so that we dun be as hurt? (sounds crappy) i dunno...
it depends on how each person think...right?
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12/23/2006 11:55:00 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
finalli im back again cuz its the hols and im free to slack a little haha but still gta stuDy...stupid or wad...many stuffs happened...n i saw quite abit abt human...
1st i shall start by popping this question...
WHO ARE THE CLOSEST PPLE TO U?
a) family
b) ur other 1/2
c) frens
d) stranger
well my ans will definitely be (B)...cuz without my baby i dunno wad will happen to mi...im alwaes so reliant on my baby...lucky dear dear is alwaes there to help mi up and let mi lean on him in times of trouble and sadness...
its even more scary and make mi realise the importance of him when i see how pple can present themselves in their mask n without them...terrible...its makes mi question myself...are they realli frens? or jux there when dey nid mi??? did they realli befriend cuz the realli wanted to? who are my real frens and who arent? i realli can no longer differentiate le...i dunno why some frens can realli be so sacarstic...n its does feel that they mean it cuz they dun sae it cuz dey are joking...ask mi how to differentiate but i dunno its jux a feeling...RIGHT? somehow it seems that the frenship start jux for the sake of starting...and it wasnt a 2-wae thing...in the 1st place i think...i dun wan such a frenship...it jux sux when it seems to be wad ur thinking...not happy den dun see each other lor...dun show black face la...its not that im super eager liddat...so wad if im alone? i dun mind i can tke a nap slack or do sth until my baby knock off...its not like i nid a company badly and not that i dun hav others..dun understand why some pple can jux be so insincere...n hypocritical(if my england is correct)i dunno mayb u might not get wad im trying to sae or to mean cuz i oso dun realli noe how to express it...jux dunno how to put it in words n to kip it confidential on certain stuffs so that we dun make the situation worse jux in case the "frenz" sees it...sort of dun even noe whether i consider them as my frenz still...many things change ard mi as i hear of stories of them from certain pple and mayb i shud jux mind my own business and shall not comment on them but jux on how i feel abt frens as a general topic. its like sudden they can jux be so different y liddat?am i influenced by the dramas i watch abt how ugly human can be?and im slowly seeing the drama in reality...who can i trust? its realli sad that pple actualli dun mean wad they "act" to be...they turn out to be so self centered...im not saying dat im a saint but at least i can be true to myself that i treat my frenz quite well in some sense...at least the frenship on my side is sincere and wholehearted...wad is the value of the frenship between pple izit measured by money or how much advantage the other one can give? or how superior u can become from comparing with ur frens? are frens onli there when they nid u? i dunno...i seen how they can smile a bit when they cya...den like a bit not quite happi cuz of ur presence and fuck care how u think ltr and show u how sacarstic they can be with their comments den show u that the frenship isnt as treasured as u tot it was...and even show how heck care they are with ur common frens too...and suddenly with other pple ard dey start smiling and befriend like so damn gud lidat...pple can see thru the mask n tell mi "like quite hypocrite" lidat...when she barely noe the "fren"somehow it goes in this wae...when u ruin one relationship its tough to mend it back thats all i can sae...[when "u" dun wanna see "them" it does not mean that "they" realli wanna see "u" too sometimes its jux a courtesy to ask...esp when the rship is already ruin by "ur" attitude]enuff of this disheartening topic...i did had a great time at sentosa celebrating zhen's birthdae had a gREat tan although i went home quite tired hahaz...at least i had fun being with her...and the effort she puts into our frenship is the same as mine...although we didnt realli spend much time with the guys but still felt quite fun with them ard haha cuz can luff at them =) i love my tan...gg back b4 sch starts again...haha...went back to DFAC todae for camp renewal...for jux 1/2 a dae...zhen told mi that quite a few frm yj...lolx but i saw the person i dun wanna see most...well he gave mi the shocked faced and so dao mei in the same grp as him...aiYoh...i was like dun look at mi lidat i was here 1st...dunno why he like so damn "famous" there n i dun care but jux quite unhapi dat he show face...mayb is i too sensitive but damn it u think i wanna cya? i dun hate u but i dun wanna cya either...so i jux go lor aniwaes its the bukit timah hike...lazy oso no shorts oso...lucky didnt go after hey left abt 5min ltr it started to rain lolx...heng arhs we go cold storage with huda n azlan...lolx...den went velocity w zhen =) went home n slpt till nite...i m realli glad that i hav my dear...he is the best ard! i love my baby! he even go to my clz christmas party with mi n when we got back home he quite high on wad linus sae..."he qute good lookin wad why u alwaes sae he not good lookin?" haha he gonna siao le...when he heard hadi sae he cute! hahaz...n he impressed my clzmates with his card tricks even zhen yan oso dunno how he do whahaha...he so cute...lost at daidee 3x and had to pump like 82 times cuz got one is 13 x 2 x 3 = 78 and +12 +2dear dear is so cute~ i love him...
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