Wednesday, May 24, 2006
wow todae i went for my 6th blood donation wah the blood test!I THINK KENNA MY NERVE cuz according to Tan CB, it shudnt be painful cuz there's v few sensory nerve on the fingers so it wun feel so pain but my 4th finger ish painful like dunno wad canot even use it to type lor...hahaz great i did a gud deed todae =)
after lessons i went to do shots for the sch...haha okie la quite fun and a while onli hehe but the make up was so thick! =p there's lots of work todae but once again i dun feel like moving at all! haiz...
i miss dear especially his long hair...stupid army stupid carlie...den my dear's hair alwaez like botak so ugly...he looks so cute in his long hair den esp when he cut until v straight haha den like use bowl lidat v cute! =X haix...sch sux! ike jux start dn gonna test le...haiz...oso dunno how to study lorz -_-" HELP!
dear gonna POP frm sispec - YAY! no more charlie! no more BOOK IN =) hehez...i can see hiM every dae =) edden is comapny best again...this time sCh best suMmore and best in PT (or sth lidat) so li haiz~it realli hlps to be strong n fit huhz...honor of the sports clz =) hooray!
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Friday, May 19, 2006
for 4d3n i dint get to tok to my deArest...3 daes of nutcracker and the 3rd nite he wasnt free enuff for mi...hAiz...his stuPiD cockass compAny lA~ SO GaRang onli -_-" come on lorz...like ive mentioned so many blOody times so unFair to him!i still do miss darlin aloT bUt mAyb i didnt send him a lot of smses...cuz im bz with my sch stuFfz i hardly have enUff slp le....and my work are piling uP like no one's buSiness...cuz iTs ONLI my problem la! damn siAz....i onli got to tok to my dearest last nite and i was bz doIng my cuLTure researCh and memOrizing mY anAtoMy~ hAiz end up nO diScuSsion and i dun rmB a single thing for my aNAtomY...when Dr. Uma came near My hearT puMped so fast thAt i mighT juX get a heart attAck...hAiz...im stupid la...jUX plAin stupid! den dear said thAt i've reallli got so used to him not being ard and sooner or later i will leave him and dun love him anymore~no suCh thiNg lo...i do admit i hAv kiNda goT uSed to iT but thAt doesnT mean thAt i love u~ and i duN miss u...cuZ i hAv to adapt to it as i cant possibLy be crying for dear everydae wAdz~ and anOther thinG iS thAt i m bZ with my work....i kNew i did hurt dear lAst nite cuz of this iSsue...bUt in mY hEart i stiLL very muCh wanna spend time with dear and be with him~ if poSsiBle i woUld rather giv uP my stuDies...its stRessin mi too mUch le! im going crAzy and now i seems to be neglectIng dear...im realli sorry...bUt i cant giVe uP my bOoKs cuZ i canT affoRd to...easY to sAe...but whu is goNna provide mi? i cant be dependent on oThErs lorz...and i'll be waStInG my life awae if i dun go coNtRuCtive stUFfs in mY life...isnt thAt worse? i duN wanna be soMeone so useless and woRtHless...not contribuTinG to mY family nor the soCiety in other words jux a stupid freeloader...waste food resources onli...life is tough!can i call it quits?can i juz cry myself to death and leave this cruel world?can the world stop stressing n hurting mi?im going crazy le...wads with the face the REALITY?!i rather stay in my dream...total fufilment of life with my dearest pple...and live in jux the beautiful memories and not face REALITY which is jux a whole lot of bullshit that the world hav on us!arghhhh~ crap!
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
life ish boring without dear ard cuz he ish such a cheery person alwaez puttin a smile on my face with his stupid lame jokes and acts~ he luffs at his own jokes and not at mine =( although dear dear looks fat he actually onli weighs 60kg! why pple still cant see e diff? he realli slim down a lot le...majority of the baby fats on his face lost le...n his waist is so much small...the used to be fitting DCP jeanz is s loose now and he has to get 1 size smaller for his levis...oHhh...dear cant go any thinner le! i dun like to hug bones...i like to hav a cushion to lie on when i watch tv and nt slp on bones when we nap...but i noe u wun get to bones de la...hahaz cuz dear ish so pig...eat n slp...see...life ish so bored dat i hav to crap on my blog...haiz...
nyp system sux totally! i dun like...but the teh-c(with a lot of c) in sch ish cheap n gud!onli 40 cents! the yong tau foo at the north canteen ish the best of all bah~ hahaz...v nice! is dat why the aj pple alwaez come? pls lor already no place to sit still come nyp tke out seats kaoz...
ydae malay lesson was okie...better at tutorial...n my malay jux sux! hahaz...the lecturer still kip tokin to the childish nursing 16 yr old kids...argh! dun like her i prefer my tutor! prettier and younger and more frenly oso...at least she dun like leave pple behind and tok to jux the pple sittin in front of her....niCe voice too...after 2 lessons...
saya tidak dau melayu! i onli noe...
lelaki = maleperumpuan = femalesaya cinta awak = i love uselamat hari rayaselamat pagi - gud morningselamat tenggahari = gud afternoonselamat malam= gud niteselamat hari jadi = happi burfdaeselamat hari ibu = happy mama's dae!awak bodoh macham babi = u stupid like pig!hahaha
and most imptly,
saya nama sharon = my name ish sharonhahaz dots...at least i noe more den last week...cuz last week i onli noe
bodoh macham babi and
aku takdau melayu...come to look at it actualli i noe quite a bit huhz...i jux nid to learn how to form sentences hehez...
oHhh...drums toDae so hAppI v loNg nV touCh druMs le... =X
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
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5/14/2006 11:48:00 PM
it was 3 daes of bdae celebration for mi...it was the most memorable birthdae i had in a gud n bad wae...
11 may 06went to sch nicely dressed and with make up =) for the 1st time so far...den lessons were as usual and during lunch...while i was waiting for my food,huixin jux pulled mi and ran back to wre we sit and the clz was there with a bangawan solo bdae cake...den i realize that that is y the whole clz is at food junction that dae...and why the whole clz ish trying to get space to sit all tgt...(thou it wasnt possible but we tried) and why they kept askin us to go buy food...the plot was to get mi awaez...the celebration was unexpected! total surprise and the clz made mi a birthdae card with tigger playing bball =) haha cOol i love it..Thx PT02!!!after sch was celebration with the other 3 crazy galz...namely, peixi, pat and yuting hahaz...i ended earli so i reached town early too...so i walked ard and den go HMV listen to music...tempted to get the tke the lead ost but it wasnt dat nice think jux get the movie hao le...den finally px n yuting reached but pat isnt here yet...end sch the earliest among dem den lastest...after dat den i noe she went to harbor front to get my walnut cheese birthdae cake so nvm la haha on the account of the yummy cake...CHEESE summore hahawe had our dinner at billy bombers...honey chicken and the oat fish and chips haha...we were craking lame jokes luffin at each other and catching up...hehes i realli had a great time!wanna tke pic but too late le the stupid counter gal dun let us change for coins damn lorz...next time dun wan fgo there tke le...so we went to look for somewre to chill went to balcony but the place looKs like a gambling den upstairs...not nice...and the music not v gud thou...haha so we went starbuckz and jux ordered a mocha fruppacino haha and the 4 crazy galz bagan their crazy acts when weshifted to th sofa seat haha...we kip tking pics n making a fool of ourselves but i realli enjoyed my company with dem =) i love u gals!!!THANkZ LOtZ12 may o6was slackin at home after my tuition...damn didnt wanna go de...but since im free so okie lorz...haiz...earn money bah~ slack till i v sianz wanna see dear oso cant! anger mi onli lorz...why cant?! end up evening i da ban le den go meet dear at bugis...he bought mi a couple nike bag...haha he likes it more den i do but since he wants de buy lorz...den jux happened dat mi n sy wore the same pants arGhHh! hahaz...den we took cab to holland v...wah got lost so ask for hlp frm mr lim den up ms tan told us how to go muAhAha~ so mAlU~settles cafe not bad la...gud concept but the manage,et not dat gud la...hahaz...food oso okie...hahaz...had swensen's ice cream cake dat nite =) cool! nice wors....we payed snorta...haha quite fun cuz the a test of memory n rxn oso hahaz...quite cute la...hehez...while the guys chat with mr lim abt ns -_-" again~ nv ending...den play daidee...haha 1st time i see teachers playin daidee!!!wah...after dat dear and mi go town cuz we wanna watch poseidon...movie starts at 0040am so we had to go somewre chill 1st...haha startbucks again~ bought cocoa cuz dear cant tke coffee at nite...wah taste like milo lorz...almost fall aslp le...den we left the place and watch movie haha...it was a disappointment iexpected it to be betta...cuz the pple were supposed to escape as fast as possible but the were wasting time...the worse part was "say that u love mi...i nid u to sae that u love mi..." wah den the gal kip cryin onli and the guy kip askin here to sae...pls lor...jux sae and jux go la!idiots! -laxin-after dat we took cab home and i prepared the bed for dear to slp...but we watch final fANTaSY instead...didnt finish den i could tke it le...wanna slp...so we slpt haha...feels nice to be in dear's arms n slp tgt at my hse summore! dear i love u13th may o6woke up at 1pm...it did rain b4 that =) so nice to slp...esp with dear ard hahaz...we arrange back my drums den we prepare to go out for food...but my bloody hp cant work pissing mi off totally~den my mum was so sensitive tot i dun wan her to go out with her when i asked dear to ask her out for lunch de...cuz i tot the next dae ish mum's dae and i didnt get to spend enuff time with her...which pissed mi more...real unhappi!realli dun wan tok le so i jux left home...we took a cab to bras brasah for the bacarrat restaurant for buffect cuz dear fren sae v nice...but end up not opened...end up at marche...nvm la...at least dear managed to make mi smile again...we went to buy v3i...cuz dear wan...den go to his place but went to his ah ma hse 1st...i slpt thru out the bus ride...dunno why so tired...slpt even at his place after my shower...realli didnt wanna go home but dear msg mum and den ask mi go home...den i became forced to go home! i guess its the unhappiest bdae i had so far...but i was okie after dat...no pt making it so unhappi for everyone esp mi! its my birthdae leh!14th may o6its kim bdae todae...jux sent him a msg his pressie still at home hahaz...went to dear's place as usual and slpt as usual too but i managed to study todae oso.,..why dear hav to book in again i reali dun like it...its like a weekend den he book in the next 3d2n i cant contact him again...i was think why the trg can be of diff standards?can we realli trust the soldiers frm the companies that are slack to protect us? protect the country?i realli hav my douBts...its unfair to pple in the xiong companies like my dear...and not benificial to the country's defense! haiz i dunno...whu would care abt mi?im jux a little gal whu's bf happens to be in charlie company...every week i miss dear...haiz...how i wish he POP tml! and end all these shit he ish experiencing!
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Monday, May 08, 2006
haha for the 1st time i watch "so u think u can dance" haha man they are grEat!
it realli makes mi more determined to learn arGentiNe tAnGo and to go bAck for my bAllet as well as to work oN mY hiPhoP mAn~
Saw ballerinas at nyp doing their pointe and warming uP i oso wanna be like dem!
i wanna dance on the stage gracefully AGAIN!
but no dance Partner...hAiz...
todae was anAtoMy prac mAkeuP...we went to see the cadevour(dunno ish spelT liDDats nots most likely not haha) in other word the dead bodies for oUr reSearch...learning anAtoMy yA....okIe i was feel okie...but dun realli like it...haha to some its like eerie yah...
its our 1st malay lesson n they are duMpin us with so many stUffs...AiYoH n we were like trying to fiGure oUt wad everytinh means n mAking fun or everying like how to say "smell mY butt" which iS most prob bau saya pantak haha...lolz but i did enJoy...haha...
i miss dear v mUch lorz...tml he go back tekOnG wun hear frm hiM =( haiz...huBBy mUz tke care....
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Thursday, May 04, 2006
was approached by some teacher in sch to do a brochure shot for the sch...
but todae i rej her le...
cuz no one wanna accompany mi and i feel kinda paisehs to do it...
i scared pple make farnie farnie comments...
yah dats why after dat i decided not to do it thou i wanna go play play...
i still cant realli decide...
wanna play bball wih my clzmates de but not in the attire to do so...
went home n i slack till now haha...
dear dear called mi after 1/2 of his route march...cuz he went back for dinner...
get to tok to darlin...
haha den he sae got some crew came to film
haha den its their company marchin n singin the song muahaha
dunno if can see darlin notz...dun even noe if i'll get a chance to watch it haha
ohh so sianz dun wan study...
physio ish realli tough!
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