Wednesday, April 26, 2006
its the most stinky dae of my life! i cant imagine dis!!!
it was raining and we played captains ball with the physio seniors ya...it was okie but as an injury-prone kiD...yes i fell...wads worse was i fell into a puddle of water! after the thingy...a few of us went running...onli ran 1 round i giv up...dun wanna run le! so i jUX sat and toked to jasmiNe...after dat i went for the frisbee trg...it wasnt much...not v fun lorz...got 2nd tots again...mayb i shud go back to bball but the gals are strong man...i scared i c.m.i into the team...another thingy is i dun wanna commit too much into my cca...cuz physio is quite hectic n tough so if i get too involved im afraid i cant cope with so mani thingys!
it was raining and raining so my tee was dry and as its dri fit it dries easily too...so i ended up being smell cuz of the rain and the sweat oHH i cant even stand it myself! i was abt to puke when i was sittin on the bus on the wae home! goSh! StinKs!
another thingy...i find it v stupid to go to sch den end up with lectures being e-learning...wads their proB?! i like to not attend clzes but dey kip puttin stuffs for e-learning...and one of the lect on fri is for us to present the proJects and its sth like we do it and present or in toher words teach the lecture grp on that topic...if we are doing the job for the lecturers den why do the sch wanna employ her?man we are students n she is the lecturer why are we doing her joB?! i dun understand! so stupid...
another thing...the lecture notes we get and the e- learning slides are the same...doesnt it jux defeats the purpose of having dis e-learning system? so lame! arhs...their notes sux n so do the lecturers...y cant they jux teach properly?!
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4/26/2006 09:28:00 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
guess i mux realli learn how to make bloggin a habit...jux like the wae i write to my dear in the notebook everydae...
sch started and im like i dunno abt whether i can cope...
the notessux...no pictures short explaination...come to think of it although those lecturers are like Dr. so and so...they cant teach as compAred to YJ'S teachers who are like degree holders,at most mAsters...lectures are redundant! dey got us to buy txtbkS and guess i will hav to rely on them le... =( N i hate txtbks...so bulky, heavy and EXPENSIVE!!!
the classmatesBOYSi dunno to sae that they are hardworkin or kiasu...going to the library to read up on bio...start doing tutorials! they are stressin mi out!
GIRLSthey are a nice bunch but i dunno izit mi but mostly i hav nuttin much to sae...mayb i dunno how to start a conversation...mayb its jux the 1st week...its normal to feel the distance....mab its cuz they knew each other le...come frm the same JC blah blah...but im the miserable lonely YJCian... =( there's a YJCian but she ish in OCCUPATIONAL THERAPY...arhz....zhen zhen...guess the both of us are in a similiar situation...
the schoolnuttin interesting...except for the exsistance of cheers wre i can POP my POPCORNS =)
MEim beginning to feel that freedom is better...at least i wun hav to start gettin stressed out and can hav more free time...physio seems tough...and dear is sufferin in the army too... =( i realli love the dae when the both of us were so free...cuddle in bed the whole dae...i miss the daes we go pa tor...shoppin and walkin to no wre but jux enjoying ourselves...no nid to worry abt time...everydae ish spent without worries and nv apart...
hav i sink in too deep into dis relationship?
YES
i realli cant bear to let dear go...
listening to his weekly stories hurts mi...
seeing his body with injuries, rashes and mosquito bites jux pains my heart
everytime when its time for him to leave i jux dun feel like lettin him go...
every week i jux hope that we could run to somewre to be alone
BUT WE CANT
the little time we hav now ish realli not enuff
everytime we wake up frm our nap
its evening and time for dinner...
time to go soon...
one more month to go...izit considered long or short?
i dunno...
its another 4 yrs plus before he get out of army...
since dear wanna get the lump sum...
it wud be another 9+ yrs
wud it realli be like dis?
is he gonna remain in his line thru out his life?
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4/24/2006 08:25:00 AM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
realli dun hav the habit of using com everyday jux to blog...lOokin back, its been like a thousand yrs since i blogged! other en missin my dearest, its still missin my dear~
my last camp ended todae!
marymount pri 5! oHhh gOSh!
super busy today cuz of the stupid rain~
we had to kip everything...tents flYin all over like kites liddat~
damn!
left earli...f***king bus driver bluff mi~ den i had to tke pUbliC tranSport out...
"rush" as mUch as i coUld to DFAC
meet zhen and get pay!
"ruShed" summore to nyP for oUr orienTation...
5hRs late!!!
pHySio pple quite clever de...moStly frm top sch...
todae v tired lorz...
last nite sit at RM's lighthouse to chat
end up onli had 1 hr 51 min to slp...
so tired!
dear haven call...oHhh mY~
when ish he callin??
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4/13/2006 10:43:00 PM
