"why?" "cuz i cant spend it with dear thou iM happi to spenD it with mY buDdies...i still wan dear very mUch!" "oHhh~ aniwae hAppi vAlenTine's dae to mYselF...and every one out there celebrating it..."
oHhh wAd lAme shit was that...but truThfuLLi...i've been trYinG to be very sTrONg withoUt u with mi...mAnY things hAppeNed...iT was sUppOsed to be the SEASON FOR LOVE but wre's the love? mi gettin pissEd with some bitch...cuZ oF somethinGy thAt she did to mY buDdy~ hAiz...wad the fuck iSh wrong wiTh her?!
thou iT wAs vAlenTine...i wAsnT lOOkinG forward to it and intenDed to stAy hOme and hiDe awae from the poSsiBle miSeries...but cha cha ASked uS to go to sch to plAy bball so we went bUt before that we went bUy flOwers for waiting with carol haha...actualli shud be plAying bAll dbut we ended up tokin...
AfTeR dAt we when to diNg tAi feng at biShan for food and took stiCker pHoto...den plAy play awhile...oHhh yA...we shoOt some arrow thingy...cuz they promoTinG sex aftEr mArriage poliCy hahaz...den rush hOme for diNner den ruSh to yio chu kAnG for drivinG lessoNz...hahaz...siAnz...and dats wad mY vdae was abt...
but iTs been uPset cuz...everyone was askin wre's my valenTine and how am i spending it but mY dear ish at tekoNg...hAvinG field camp and i kiP repeaTing anSwering siMilAr qns...thAt i realli canT tKe iT animore...nO offense la gAls...bUt i've been feeling so bAd siNce 7th feb and the fri which i fell aslp...trying to coNtrOl mY emOtions from the very 1st person whu ask mi dat those qnz...till when lin asked mi...i realli cudnt tke it animore...im so uPset and i miSs him so mUch...im sorry bAobei iF my sUdden breakdwn when u asked mi...i dun blame u...and dun blAme urself...but im realli sorri cuz i realli cant tke it and i cant forgiVe mYself for lAnding mYself in suCh a stAte...
dat's y iM so guilty and sad i cried... im realli sorri dear...
thou its anothEr special vdae for us...without u being ard...but as loNg as i can be with u i realli dun mind...like dey dae...as lonG as we're happi.........everydae can be vdae! i love u *muAckZ*
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2/14/2006 11:07:00 PM
We LovE, beCauSe HE 1st LovEd uS...
The One & ONLI
XiAoxUereN
bAllerina
hiPhoP dAncer
bAsketBaller
pHysiO-to-bE...who was borN...
on 13th mAy 1987
im nuTtiN but a crAzy gAl and oNe wHo conStAntly seeks for fun n relAxation...
LOVES;
huBbY ChUbi
YumMy fOOd:
dArK chOcoLAte
chOco-miNt iCe crEaM
eScaGots
FuN aNd lAuGhTer:
bAskEtbAll
DaNcinG (my eveRlAsting pAssion)
wAtcH tV
sLacK
PlaY mY drUms
diStUrB mY frEnz
stuFfs thAt giMme an AdrEnAlin ruSh =)
tRaveLLin
shOPpiN
pEoPle:
cArol deAr
soTonG ZheN zhEn
mAryAnn dArliN
pEixi tHe siAo
pAtRiciA the crAzy
tinGting the gAlgAl
HATES;
mY bOokS! hAte to stUdy mAn!
hYpOcriTes (unfortuNately dEy are ard!)
*giMme some time to aDd to thE liSt*
DESIRES;
moSt imPtlY
cASh
more cloThEs
a niCe wAtcH
dO dAmn weLL in mY stUdies to gO to aUstRAliA
moRe fReeDoM
*i'LL lOOk for tHem the nExt timE i gO shOppiN
