Sunday, February 12, 2006
its been so so so long since i bloGGed..........
ive havent toK to deAr siNce 7tH!!! cuz i got camp and wadz next...when im fianlli back...i fell aslp unknowingly and missed his call im so upset and angry with mySelf for being such a slpyhead!i've disappointed him so much and im sure he was damn depress when he didnt hear frm mi...im realli sorri darlin...i realli dun mean to de... thou they alwaez sae dat dear will understand the situation de...and i noe he will too...but it lies with mi...so guilty and i oso wanna
hear is voice...now dat i had to wait so loNg...den even if 17th get results....i cant meet him to get it cuz i got 1st aid couRse...till sat...=(
time passes so slowly without dear ard...n after this im even more sure that i do love u alot and i realli miss u like crazy...abSence mAkes the heart fonder...true...but dear's absence ish wae too long!plS coMe back...damn...why im like so bz dat i cant get to dear? why why why???
thou im bz but i think my daes will be touGh to pass...=( im sorri dear...dat my life ish like so occupied...hAiz...i realli dunno wad to do...and im doing things for the sake of doing...like i learn driving jux to get the liscence...and i think that the sch ish like tryin to drag the course cuz they wanna earn money...im like thinking shud i change to private...cuz the sch fees are damn ex!!!and im working at yuki yaki cuz i dun hav another higher paying job...so i betta work den dun work...at least i get paid...an im so damn poor now...i realli dunno wre to find money~
i went tanning with tak, hy, sy, bev, cha and qiu qiu =) didnt tan for long...we left for yuki yaki to hav our lunch cuz dinner...and i got my paycheck...$33.45 bucks haha so kelian de little siaz...den we went walk walk awhile den go home...sianz i dunno why everydae i m so tired...nxt week im gg to thailand le...oso dun hav the excited feelin dat im gg overseas...izit im missing dear too much? no moNey? and that i will miss dear and seldom get to hear from him again? haiz...or izit the results coming out dat ish giving mi such feelin? haiz...
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2/12/2006 09:07:00 PM
