Monday, February 27, 2006
come back from thailand got a few daez le but my cough and flu seems to get worse...on sat we went to celebrate cha's bdae =) ate at some american restaurant haha...the volcano wings are like "BOOM!" haha but dear sae its quite nice haha...we ordered a triple platter...consist of chicken, steak and pork ribs with wedges haha...but i didnt eat muCh can sae that dear finish the whole plate cuz i didnt hav the appetite...i was realli restless and uncomfortable...dear even sae i no backbone lidat cuZ i kip leaning on him and wads worse i cant hear properly cuz its so blocked up...cuz of my flu...so i left earli didnt even cut the cake jiu go le...dear when woth mi cuz he sae he wanna accompAny mi to see the doc...so we went to the clinic lorz...doctor fees $36 buCks...sia la...ex sehhhz...den dear walk mi hOme...and FED mi my medicine cuz i sainai saying, " wo shen bing lehz" haha den he kip teasing mi with dat phrase le -_-" den dear hlp mi the take oUt mY braids hehez...he pull oUt so mANi hAir siAz...hahaz...den he left for home...he sae got a lot of things to do so not staying over at my plAce~ =( supposed to wait for his call when he get home but i got so drowzy dat i slpt le... =( sorries darlin~ went to his hSe on Sundae...haha...ate a bit den slp all the wae till 6pm... muZ be the medicine again...woke up to hv dinner den dear feed mi again =) haha xinG fu! so gud de dear go wre find? hahaz...coming 7th march iSh dear's Passin out parade le... =) and iTz oso our 15th month together le =) im so happi for him and for us...For him cuz he nid not suffer at BMT haha but since he wanna go OCS i think it will be worse at OCS lorz...haha but im still happi for him...hopefulli my baby will get into OCS lorz...it wun be dat diff for him bah i guess haha since he so popular in his bunk and platoon hehez...everyone seems to like him alot =) mayb he ish so cute and funni dat he alwaez bring joy to others hahafor uS cuz its gonna be 15 months together le and we are still so loving and sweet...the honeymoon period can last up to 3 yrs but mani pple's honeymoon period dun last dat long...im realli glad to hav him as my dear...izit fate? yes! definitely! i realli wanna be with dear as long as possible...till death do us part? nO~ longer den that...our love will continue after life....hehe...
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2/27/2006 11:24:00 AM
Friday, February 24, 2006
startin from 1st aid....everything went thru smoothly and i passed it gud for mi~
the next thing i rmb was on the 2nd dae, after 1st aid course...i went to darlin's hse to wait for him to come back...and i stayed over dat nite...it was a pity dat i had to wake up earli the next morning for my 1st aid...haiz...den i rushed back after dat den we went to wheellock with siyun n edden to meet the rest to celebrate tak's bdae hahaz...the next dae i went to dear's hse as earli as i could but i didnt reach earli la...i wasnt feelin well...end up i was there resting till dear had to leave for tekong haiz...im sorri...
the next event that happened jux passed...it was my trip to thailand...it was ok la...
dae 1
reached thailand at 7+ sg time = 6+ thai time...went to meow's hse (fAmily fren) to stay...had dinner den we went to some place with ultra posh cinema...cool...onli got 40 seats in the one i watched...got mani diff clz one...and it jux got more posh and comfortable~ i watched Big mOmma's hse 2 there...well the movie was okie la...not dat funni oso la...onli the ending more funni...if i rate its like 3 stars?wun recommend it la...but its okie to watch la...as in its not like a muz see movie lor...mayb i sian dao for the travellin la...cuz the traffic sux there...short distance oso can tke like 1/2 hr - 1 hr to reach plus my ears are sufferin cuz of the pressure...and im very uncomfortable the whole nite...or shud i sae the whole trip! cuz its still not cleared~
dae 2
was brought to a shoppin centre...bought quite a few stuffs there...and i did my nails! beautiful! hahaz as usual the traffic sux...it took mi abt 2 hrs to reach there...den go back to hav steamboat den at nite go to chit lom cuz my mama wanna go pray...it was quite le when we reached...ohhh i took the thai mRt haha...the enterance gate ish like wad we used to hav in SingApore! i think since we changed to ez-link they soLd the old ones to dem hahaz...dat God realli a lot of pple pray siaz...the sell flower de earn alot bah i think...and the thai dancers hardly hav rest siaz...hehe...den mum bought birds to release hahaz...den i released dem...it realli feels great to see dem able to stretch their wings to fly! u see the birds in the cage v poor thing lor...if got money i will free all...jux cuz i wan dem to be free haha but i no money oso nvm... -_-"
dae 3
actualli ish go dreamland de...but got sudden chage of plan to go shoppin 1st the shoppin centre v big but like nuttin to shop haha...but it was oso there dat i pleated my hair haha nice siaz...but i think i will like it betta if they do in the wae like alicia keys haha...and its realli cheap to do it siaz...onli 350 baht to wash, blow and pleat...which ish abt S$15 onli!!! after dat we went to dreamland...but didnt get to play the rides cuz they close at 5pm and we reached at 4:15pm -_-" cuz meow tot they close at 7+...but that onli apply for weekends!!!!!!damn! i wanna play arhz...end up jux go in see see and tke pics den go le...at nite we went clubbing...actualli ish go to a ultra posh club...route 66...its damn big and nice la...play english r n b, hip hop de...suits us more...cuz i dun like techno la...but that place very strict mux got passport if not canot go in...but think! whu wud go ard w the passport...wad if lost? den cant go home le wor...dats why didnt go in lor...but that place nid to be 20 den can go in...end up we went to another club called hollywood...dad sae ish quite famous oso la...but i dun realli like it there...why?
1. no dance floor (wanna dance...dance ard the table allocated...and wads worse the table very close to each other de...quite squeezy)
2. they play techno ( told u i dun like le lorz...boom boom boom wre got nice?so diff to dance...truthfully other den shake head i dunno wad to do)
3. live band (sia la...thou the singer was cute the lady singers are like jux showing flesh...BITCHy siaz...and the dancers sux at dancing!thou im not the best dancer la...even my mum n meow oso sae they sux...no feel de...its like doing for the sake of doing)
4. 2nd live band...nice but i almost fall aslp...its boring to watch and not noe how to sing...and ur down there jux tryin to appreciate the music and a lady standing singin onli but the plUs pt abt it...thEy hAd the Best druMMer in thAiland plAyin!! he's great esp his head...up dpwn up down haha so hard siaz...scared his head drop siaz haha)
but overall still ok ok la...cuz in the middle got hop hop and rnb songs...and that nite i drank 3 bottles...1 bacardi lemon, 2 cruiser raspberry...i was okie la...but i think the last part cuz i gulp down abt 1/3 of the bottle to finish it den go back dat time like uncomfortable liddat abd i think cuz her cousin drive us back and he drive real fast bah...i cud like feel the car flyin?! haha like roller coaster lidat cuz the road oso not smooth de...quite bumpy
dae 4
im back...slp for abt 3 hrs den go airport come back...found out that results release on wed damn it and i got camp that dae...put mi in a diff spot onli but in the end i still got go camp la...cuz i wan the money haiz.......zao zi dao i dunid to spend extra 80 bucks to come bACK earli! damn damn damn pissed siaz...
*BABY I MISS U!!!*
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2/24/2006 01:01:00 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
it was an ultra boring dae cuz i stayed home cuz mum was complaining that i m alwaez not at home haiz...so i tried to slp in as late as i could...den i watch alexander vcd...haiz watch till wanna slp sian arhz...so SIANz! tml 1st aid course summore...haiz...im so bored with life...dear not ard...how to stay alive lidat?! i miss my dear so muCh everydae oso missing him...and everydae...i jux feel worse den yesterdae
todae oreadi very sianz mood not very gud le...den next week im coming back earlier to get my results den hav t pay extra 80 bucks and my mum like like screaming my head off! damn it...u think i wan? sae dun wan go le lor...damn thing! the results betta be out by den if not im mum ish gonna kP mi even more...hAiz...
dear wre are u?
are u lost in the jungle?
why this 5 daez seems so diff to pass...so long lorz...
but whenever im with u...
1 hr ish like 1 min?
baby i realli nid u with mi~
i love u too much to lose u...
how i wish u cud appear right now...
spend time tokin to mi...
playing with mi...
even if iTs like slpin together...
i juX wanna be bY ur side...
dear...
ur absence ish torturing mi...
and i cant tke it ani longer
u noe i hate waiting...
i hav no patience
den y are u lettin mi wait for sO long?
i had enuff le...
but for u i will continue waiting...
haha bUt it is ALL JUX FOR U...
u betta be touched and cry for mi too!
u hav taken awae too muCh of my tears le...
u betta pAy back!
with all ur love, care and sweetness u can gimme arhz...
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
"why?""cuz i cant spend it with dear thou iM happi to spenD it with mY buDdies...i still wan dear very mUch!""oHhh~ aniwae hAppi vAlenTine's dae to mYselF...and every one out there celebrating it..."oHhh wAd lAme shit was that...but truThfuLLi...i've been trYinG to be very sTrONg withoUt u with mi...mAnY things hAppeNed...iT was sUppOsed to be the SEASON FOR LOVE but wre's the love? mi gettin pissEd with some bitch...cuZ oF somethinGy thAt she did to mY buDdy~ hAiz...wad the fuck iSh wrong wiTh her?!thou iT wAs vAlenTine...i wAsnT lOOkinG forward to it and intenDed to stAy hOme and hiDe awae from the poSsiBle miSeries...but cha cha ASked uS to go to sch to plAy bball so we went bUt before that we went bUy flOwers for waiting with carol haha...actualli shud be plAying bAll dbut we ended up tokin...AfTeR dAt we when to diNg tAi feng at biShan for food and took stiCker pHoto...den plAy play awhile...oHhh yA...we shoOt some arrow thingy...cuz they promoTinG sex aftEr mArriage poliCy hahaz...den rush hOme for diNner den ruSh to yio chu kAnG for drivinG lessoNz...hahaz...siAnz...and dats wad mY vdae was abt...but iTs been uPset cuz...everyone was askin wre's my valenTine and how am i spending it but mY dear ish at tekoNg...hAvinG field camp and i kiP repeaTing anSwering siMilAr qns...thAt i realli canT tKe iT animore...nO offense la gAls...bUt i've been feeling so bAd siNce 7th feb and the fri which i fell aslp...trying to coNtrOl mY emOtions from the very 1st person whu ask mi dat those qnz...till when lin asked mi...i realli cudnt tke it animore...im so uPset and i miSs him so mUch...im sorry bAobei iF my sUdden breakdwn when u asked mi...i dun blame u...and dun blAme urself...but im realli sorri cuz i realli cant tke it and i cant forgiVe mYself for lAnding mYself in suCh a stAte...dat's y iM so guilty and sadi cried...im realli sorri dear...thou its anothEr special vdae for us...without u being ard...but as loNg as i can be with u i realli dun mind...like dey dae...as lonG as we're happi.........everydae can be vdae! i love u *muAckZ*
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2/14/2006 11:07:00 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
its been so so so long since i bloGGed..........
ive havent toK to deAr siNce 7tH!!! cuz i got camp and wadz next...when im fianlli back...i fell aslp unknowingly and missed his call im so upset and angry with mySelf for being such a slpyhead!i've disappointed him so much and im sure he was damn depress when he didnt hear frm mi...im realli sorri darlin...i realli dun mean to de... thou they alwaez sae dat dear will understand the situation de...and i noe he will too...but it lies with mi...so guilty and i oso wanna
hear is voice...now dat i had to wait so loNg...den even if 17th get results....i cant meet him to get it cuz i got 1st aid couRse...till sat...=(
time passes so slowly without dear ard...n after this im even more sure that i do love u alot and i realli miss u like crazy...abSence mAkes the heart fonder...true...but dear's absence ish wae too long!plS coMe back...damn...why im like so bz dat i cant get to dear? why why why???
thou im bz but i think my daes will be touGh to pass...=( im sorri dear...dat my life ish like so occupied...hAiz...i realli dunno wad to do...and im doing things for the sake of doing...like i learn driving jux to get the liscence...and i think that the sch ish like tryin to drag the course cuz they wanna earn money...im like thinking shud i change to private...cuz the sch fees are damn ex!!!and im working at yuki yaki cuz i dun hav another higher paying job...so i betta work den dun work...at least i get paid...an im so damn poor now...i realli dunno wre to find money~
i went tanning with tak, hy, sy, bev, cha and qiu qiu =) didnt tan for long...we left for yuki yaki to hav our lunch cuz dinner...and i got my paycheck...$33.45 bucks haha so kelian de little siaz...den we went walk walk awhile den go home...sianz i dunno why everydae i m so tired...nxt week im gg to thailand le...oso dun hav the excited feelin dat im gg overseas...izit im missing dear too much? no moNey? and that i will miss dear and seldom get to hear from him again? haiz...or izit the results coming out dat ish giving mi such feelin? haiz...
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2/12/2006 09:07:00 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
oHhh tml ih oUr 14tH month together le...i realli dunno if dear still rmb or not...mayb not he ish too bz "enjoYin" his armY life...well vdae ish coming too...sads cuz he will be in army at field camp...haiz...wun be even hearin his voice...and i got driving lesson...sianz a lvl results coming out le...i realli dun dare to noe siaz...i jux hope for gud results...i dun wanna disappoint my parents la n neither do i wanna end up somewre sucky...hAiz...and i wud definitely not wan to re-tke the papers...damn~
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2/06/2006 11:18:00 PM
omg and im dreaming dat my darlin dun wan mi again! i dunno wadz the heck ish wrong with mi la...dream of such stuffs...i realli dun wish dat it wud happen and i felt betta after dear sae dat it will nv happen...haiz...
went to work todae to tke over carol...bad dae...i scalded my finger and cut myself without even noeing by wad and when did it happened....
but the gud thing for todae was i won mj!!!haha...itz the 1st time i gamble mj too...hahaz...and a gud thing which doesnt hav impact for mi...i saw talfiq and sly todae...cuz they were at the tentage behind cine and i saw dem while i was workin at yuki yaki hahaz...told u got no impact le...i oso not interested lor...wadz best was i found someone whu noes how to make the crystal angel pandant dat dear bought for mi during christmas...hopefulli i can get the gal to repair it for mi...cuz i dun wan buy another one cuz it wud lose its meaning le...itz my 1st xmas gift and i didnt tke care of it...im sorri dear but i didnt noe and didnt expect the fish line will snap too...haiz...nvm onli can wait for reply frm her...
and thx to huishi wud intro mi to online shoppin...dat i found sumone whu noes how to make this precious thingy...and for her whu has hlped mi to close 2 deals hahaz...yay and i got new stuffs...goody...now i can look for cheaper stuffs to buy online...but some of dem are still more ex than market price....thX huNny!!!
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2/06/2006 12:26:00 AM
Friday, February 03, 2006
dear dear came back fro cNy dat weekwas one of the best moments...cuz dear can come out...but he came out sick...everytime tke medicine...see him cough until lidat i oso xin tong~
new yr eve...
met him at home and stayed for awhile den go to my uncle's hse le...cuz having dinner at his place...planned to go out that nite de...end up didnt go...quite upset...but nvm bah....i will get to see dear the nxt dae...but he's sick and inconvinent for him...
1st dae of new yr
morning went to my uncle's hse den afterdat i meet dear at nOrthpoint to watch fEArless...buT i was earli so i went to plAy initial D...siA la...2 games oso select wrong thing...wan use manuel i end up using auto~ sianz...but the movie as quite nice...haha but abit violent la...dear seems to enjoy the movie more...guy mah~ den we go to his ah ma hse...sit sit den we go home during the evening...hehez...wanted to stay at dear's hse...but mum dun let so hav to go home RELUCTANTLY lor....
2nd dae of new yr
waited for so long for dear to come to my hse...come le still slpt all the wae in my room cuz of medicine taken so i play monopoly with my cousins and jill outside with my dad as banker...sia la he banker oso so excited siaz....haha den when dinner time i woke dear up for steamboat...wanted dear to stay at my hse de...but dun think can so onli can see him tml le lor aniwae the nxt dae i hav to wake up earli....
3rd dae of new yr
morning went to Koh bC hSe...den was rushin and end up spoilin the pineapple tarts for dear...sit and tok awhile i took a cab to darlin's hse den he still haven change or eat....very paisehs cuz i ask to meet earlier den up i 12+ den reach...den we played blackjAck there waH...win money siAz...27 buCkz...not bAd worz...but at nite hav to work...sianz....
4th dae of new yr
morning went to jAlAn bAtHrA to recce...lAtE cuz oF iDa...den we muz kenna fine...sia la not fair lor i woke up so earli so that i can get there in time...den end up late cuz of other ppl....i bu shuang.....den rush to nOrthpoinT to watch movie with dear...haha i not stupiD...quite nice la...touching mah...den so many pple sobbing siaz...haha even dear dear and mi wor...but i try not to cry la...so tears onli roll down my eyes hahaz....den during the evening i went to work againz...at nite darlin came to go home with mi...wear till so nice siaz...and stayed over at my hse haha...gud! i like to wake up with my dear beside mi...
5th dae of new yr........
dear gg in todae...haiz...why so fast...i cant bear wor...i woke up to watch tv...den went back to bed after the drama......and slpt till 2:30 pm still dun wan wake up i oso dun why i so tired....went back with dear den at nite go to pasir ris with him...so earli...but this time i wun see him in another 16 daez.........i will miss him badly de lor...why lidat? jux cuz his field camp ish later den chris den he mux kenna confine~ arGhhhh~ damn it...
todae
jOgAthon...dun wan run de but end up still run sianz arh fat and old le...run abit oso tired...stitch and wanna puke...after dat wewent to kbox for lunch haha...we went crazy in there...kbox become club le...dance like dunno wad and so high lor...shoutin nonstop...den we went to play bball but too little pple play until sianz...den we play blow wind blow cuz the court very windy haha crazy le...den we go to mos burger for drinks and sat there till like almost 7 den go home...waiting for dear's msg~ but im so tired...................
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2/03/2006 09:09:00 PM
