Friday, January 27, 2006
hAvenT heard muCh from u the past 2 daez...cuz we spoke for less than a minute yesterdae...so sad...i hate dat feelin...suddenly i felt that im such a lonely person...
tokin to u now
it was quite a bz dae cuz earli morning i woke up went for breakfast den go bring joseph go home...den driving lesson...kenna the same instructor sianz arhz...he tok a lot...make mi quite fan lorz cuz those things like how to noe wad road ish dat oso wanna sae...den i was like do i look like i dunno? dotz...kids oso noe la...do i look so stupid? kaoz...den everytime so gan chiong wan break for mi...thx la...but i wanna bake gradually...itz not like i trying to kill myself la...i dun wanna get involved in an accident oso mah -_-"go home dat time sit bus until wanna puke...the journey seems so long~ mY hse realli dat far awae mehz?
went home...the little monster, joseph ish slpin...when he woke up we watch naruto together den i went to bathe...she came to the toilet outside and cry la...cuz he tot my dad ish in the toilet...he miss his gu zang~ haha so funnie siaz...dat boi...den we went to mac for dinner...cuz he ish kid and kids like to eat mac...but the guy behind the counter sux siaz...attitude onli...dun wana work dun work la...stupid siaz...this of attitude still wanna work in service line...dun let mi complain arhz...he think onli he noe how to attitude siaz! anger mi~ bu shuAng~
waited for dear's call...
wait 1 hr....
2hr...
arHhh call le haha and chat yay!
dear tml come back so happi! finalli can see dear le =)
or they dun express i was wondering...
is there realli sth like being in love forever with ur partner?
or mayb it has become part of us as time pass by?
i dunno if my parents are still in love not or has it become a commitment thingy...and their marriage ish like a responsibility to dem....
to tke care of notti kids like me and my bro...
to provide a shelter for us...
many married couples who hav been together for a long time doesnt seem to show their love for each other...
though its none of my business,
but are dey still in love?
or isnt the asian thingy that we are more conservative...dat they do not express their love for each other?
so shy?
wad will dear and mi turn out to be?
i noe i still love him very much...
but i wan our future to be filled with love and cuz of the love between us there's responsibility and commitment...and continue to be madly in love till old age...
will i get wAD i wan?
i dunno...
now it seems like im toking rubbish...i oso dunno wad im sayin le...
all i wan ish to be in loved forever...
lead a wonderful life with hubby bibi even when we are old...
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1/27/2006 09:49:00 PM
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