Friday, January 27, 2006

hAvenT heard muCh from u the past 2 daez...cuz we spoke for less than a minute yesterdae...so sad...i hate dat feelin...suddenly i felt that im such a lonely person...

tokin to u now

it was quite a bz dae cuz earli morning i woke up went for breakfast den go bring joseph go home...den driving lesson...kenna the same instructor sianz arhz...he tok a lot...make mi quite fan lorz cuz those things like how to noe wad road ish dat oso wanna sae...den i was like do i look like i dunno? dotz...kids oso noe la...do i look so stupid? kaoz...den everytime so gan chiong wan break for mi...thx la...but i wanna bake gradually...itz not like i trying to kill myself la...i dun wanna get involved in an accident oso mah -_-"go home dat time sit bus until wanna puke...the journey seems so long~ mY hse realli dat far awae mehz?

went home...the little monster, joseph ish slpin...when he woke up we watch naruto together den i went to bathe...she came to the toilet outside and cry la...cuz he tot my dad ish in the toilet...he miss his gu zang~ haha so funnie siaz...dat boi...den we went to mac for dinner...cuz he ish kid and kids like to eat mac...but the guy behind the counter sux siaz...attitude onli...dun wana work dun work la...stupid siaz...this of attitude still wanna work in service line...dun let mi complain arhz...he think onli he noe how to attitude siaz! anger mi~ bu shuAng~

waited for dear's call...
wait 1 hr....
2hr...
arHhh call le haha and chat yay!
dear tml come back so happi! finalli can see dear le =)

or they dun express i was wondering...

is there realli sth like being in love forever with ur partner?

or mayb it has become part of us as time pass by?

i dunno if my parents are still in love not or has it become a commitment thingy...and their marriage ish like a responsibility to dem....

to tke care of notti kids like me and my bro...

to provide a shelter for us...

many married couples who hav been together for a long time doesnt seem to show their love for each other...

though its none of my business,

but are dey still in love?

or isnt the asian thingy that we are more conservative...dat they do not express their love for each other?

so shy?

wad will dear and mi turn out to be?

i noe i still love him very much...

but i wan our future to be filled with love and cuz of the love between us there's responsibility and commitment...and continue to be madly in love till old age...

will i get wAD i wan?

i dunno...

now it seems like im toking rubbish...i oso dunno wad im sayin le...

all i wan ish to be in loved forever...

lead a wonderful life with hubby bibi even when we are old...

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1/27/2006 09:49:00 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006

didnt blog again last nite cuz i was tired...i dunno why oso...

it was a meaningful dae yesterdae cuz i went for my 5th blood donAtion and i brouGHt mY mum aloNg and dis time she passed all the test =) yay!

afterdat we went to chinatown market to buy seafood for CNY haiz...mAke mi so stinkO siAz...stupiD olD mAn...tke prawn oso dunno how to tke proPerlY...the stinKy water spAsh all oVer mi la...ass siAz...

den i go home showered and went to town with lin, bev and cindy...shop shop and shop...bouGHt a white adidas shirt for darlin...cuz he wantS a white shirt and wads more he likes adidas...hahaz...den the rest ish to pei the galz shop for new yr clothes and stuffs hahaz...

went home and waited for dear's call...

almost 10:20pm deAr deAr mSged mi saying dat he cant tok to mi...devastated siaz...cudnt tok to dear dear...when i miss him so so so so so so mUch~

nvm bah oso no choice de...

den slp lor tll this morning....

woke up kinda earli...hav to go for driving lesson oso...todae didnt progress alot...but wads exciting was i managed to go out to hit the roads! cool~ hahaz...bUt kinda scary...the instructor a bit tok cock oso...haiz wonder when den i get finish all dis learning shit and get my liscence...a bit regret that i didnt op for auto...itz much easier bah...at least the car wun stall -_-" stuPiD cruTch oso...hAiz...

kinda sians oso i broke my sunglasses frame dunno if it will work if stick it w super glue...haiz i like dat lor...fav lehz...

im missing darling so much...he sae he ish sick...haiz...gonna new yr le den sick summore....ting le oso heartache...dear.................................dun go back le la...itz giving u stress...making u sick...causing u pain...hear of ur condition i oso sad...........i wan dear dear...tml ish ur last dae le den can enjoy CNY hols...yay can see my dear soon~ bUt still got more than 24 hrs...dear, pls rest well and get well soon dun make mi worrie kaez...i love u~ i realli wanna wake up with u beside mi...and cuddle in bed all dae long...

hunnybAby...

many things happened lately

and i cant wait to hear all ur stories, ur complains and stuffs

like i've alwaes said...

i realli miss u lots...

my misses and yearnings for u gets more and more each dae

everydae

i look forward to nitefall

cuz when its abt time i will recieve a msg to call u

though our chat times are short

i realli cherish that little time toking to u

itz alwaes the best ting that happened the whole dae

ur all i ever wanted

i realli wanna spend the rest of my time with u

im waitin for u

cuz

i love u

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1/26/2006 07:03:00 PM

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

didnt blog last nite cuz i was too lazy haha sorries darling...
aniwae it wasnt eventful...it was like movie dae...i watch memoirs of a geisha when i woke up in the morning den tong(2) meng(4) in the afternoon hahaz...afterdAt i went to NTUC to shop for some stuffs for CNY. den went to tpy to meet zhen zhen haha she so blur...cuz i told her to tell mi the bus she board to go to church so dat i can board the same bus at the other bus stop haha...den she tot she dun nid to board the bus...my dearest zhen zhen, why wud i wanna noe which bus has left? hahaz...my main purpose ish to get on the same bus mah...den she let called mi and said dat 28 has gone...den still ask mi "wo bu yong da na ge bus rite?" *doinKz* hahaz...

carol didnt go for lesson~ oH mY carol darlin.,...there's a lot for u to catch up man! we learned anOther groove and 4 more fill-ins....hahaz...nvm i teach ya....u got 2 weeks to master dem hahaz...

I WAN A DRUM SET!!!

yesterdae i was missing my dear dear so much!during drums lesson i was still lookin at dear the botak hahaz....changed my hp wallpaper hehez...dear u see la...u juz left and i miss u so much le...u dun go in kaez...we elope haha =X on the bus still peepin at our photo sticker siaz...dun let pple see...later dey snatch u awae hahaz!

haha dear became platoon i.c hahaz...hav to shout coMmanDs when u dunno how to...army ones too chim i dunno wor...gud luck darling haha hope u can cope...dun do anythingy wrong...u cannot kenna anyting de...ur dear dear will die de worz...after CNY cant cya for 16 daez i think i will die le la!!!even slp oso dream abt seeing u...dream abt u book out siaz...haha

as for todae...did nuttin much...jux missing u~ ALOTZ

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1/24/2006 01:00:00 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

21st jAn o6

eArli morning hAd to be at east coAst agAin...took a cab there and those pple were latE agAin...shuDnt hav wasted my money on cab oSo...they caBBie took a lOnG roUTe la...DamN duNno iSh pUrpoSelY or wad de lorz...fine la...den the JGC pple weRe so nOt pUnCtual la!sae mUz be there at 9am den wad aRrived abt 10am!!! still dare sae bettEr late den nevEr...tok wad coCk...blOOdy asshOles...dunno they wasting pple's precioUs time aRhz...and my dear iSh coMing bAck on thAt dae suMmore lA...wanna go pAsir ris de lehz...so thiCkskiNNed canT stAnd siaz...so lAte still tok shit! FinAlli the game enDed...my tEAM didnT run la...gud for mi thouGh...after dat we can leave le...den end up i had to wait for deardear at yiShun cuZ i cant get to pAsir ris in time...

wah dear stinks...hahaz...perspire too much le...since 5:30am...so pOor thingy...we went home...bathed den slp...but i didnt...cuz i was hungry den cudnt fall aslp...haha den i noodles lor...den dear dear's gRanny came...haha so pAisehz...den i had to go home to feed mY doGgIes...and dear acc mi home...thou i walked the doGs alOne...dear was surfing net i my room...when i was bAck...dear wanna read my bLog so i sHowed him...haha dear touChed...he cry den make mi cry oso...cuZ we recalled mAny things thAt hAppened when he haben go NS and oso that he cuDnt fiNd time to call mi...and he felt v sorry dat i hAd to wait the whole dae jUx to hear him for 5mins...he did his best to find time le but he ish jux too busy...

there's so much injustice in BMTC...tAurus...the compAny which Lee Hsien Loong's soN was in and fortunatelY for edden...wasnt as tough as dear's comPany!dear sae their block got dunno wad hang clothes on and shoe rack i think...so unfair and their admin time starts so earli...and my dear hav to work and work till 10+pm unfair la...and their trg oso not so xioNg...dear check with calvin, his co. trg ish somewhat like commando le lor...liddat jux let dem go commando la...still stuck there for wad...haiz...

we chatted for some time and soon fell aslp...again...i set alarm at 10pm for him to go home but he was too tired when he woke up so he jux continued to slp and stayed over at my place slpin on my bed...den i shifted cuz my bed too small for 2 people to slp comfortably...i jux wan him to slp well so i shift lor hahaz...cuz my bed ish more confortable den slpin on anything else in my room hahaz...unless he wanna slp with my dad hahaz...

22 jan o6

dear woke up earlier den mi and he slpt v well much much betta den mi haha...den he went to pee and chat with my dad in the living room for a while before he came back in...den mum came in to get mi to wake up to eat crystal jade...but end up we had ba chor mee...i feel cheated!after dat we went home we went back to dears hse...bathed and slpt again den hav lunch and den dear packed ur stuffs and slpt till dinner...haha so pig!everytime oso slp...we woke up at 6:3o pm and dear went to pee while i was in the room suddenly i rmbed those daes we quarrel and u got angry with mi...im very scared dat u dun care mi...den i cried and dear came in but i didnt tell u...and u tot dat it was jux cuz i miss u...den we had dinner and left home...almost late cuz of ur buddy siaz...haiz...didnt tok much on the wae there...im missing dear...

***

thou its onli 5 daes and i can see u le...

im missing u alot le...

i can bear to see u suffer inside...

and i wish dat u will b out very soon,

to be back into my arms...

im very afraid that we will separated

and i dun wish to see dat dae coming...

we noe best how much...

we treasure dis relationship

love for each other

we want to form our little family

i will love u with all my heart and soul

and look forward to seeing u

to form our beautiful future together...

i love u~

NOW AND FOREVER

***

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1/22/2006 10:00:00 PM

Friday, January 20, 2006

walked up and down of east coast sianz siaz...suddenli becum facilitator....frm zhuo bo to hav to walk uP and dwn with those pple -_-" walk till i bliSter suMMoRe...now my feet damn uGly with all the abrasioNs and bliSters and dead skin siAz...

heck it

ery happi tml can see dear deAR le...hopefulli i can make it own to pasir ris in time to get u hahaz...i love dear! i miss u so mUch!cant wait to cya siAz...touCh uR head! hahaz....sia lAhz i jUx lOve touChing bOtAkz =)

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1/20/2006 09:55:00 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

woke up at 9am this morning...the moment i open the door muM caLLed mi to sae thAt oUR bRas were stOLEn...damn it mAn...quiTe new one suMmore...oUt of the 8 got 3 triumph bras! omg...the 3 dat beLonGs to mi arE my fAv suMMore...damn the asshOle pervert...tke my bra for wad....dun tell mi to give hiS wife or gf...i doUBt he hAv oSo...PERVERT!!! damn piSsed...

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1/19/2006 10:59:00 AM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

i went to tekka market with my parents cuz my dad wanna eat BBQ food tonite so we went to get seafood...we bought a lot man...flower crab, super big prawnz, stingray, fish, scallop, chicken wings and sotong...wah...wonderful dinner tonite...

i think sudoku ish taking over my life...whenever im free i will do that...hahaz...den i went for driving lesson...wah...abit excited to drive but my leg quite tired...den i jux drove ard the circuit till i damn sianz...round and round and round in circles...piangz...

den i went home for dinner and the BBQ food were there waiting for mi to feast on...yummy....

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1/18/2006 11:01:00 AM

Monday, January 16, 2006

i juz wake up own time own taget every dae and im still so tired lehz dunno why oso...
woke up and did my bro's sudoku book hahaz...den eat breakfast and downloadin songs at the same time too hehe super multitask... =) den left home for sch to get the jog-a-ton card...see some teachers whu happen to walk past and chat a bit and den play bball haha jux carol and mi...i felt so like crazy man...i knew i was cuz i was still in camp mood and i noe im irritatin carol with my songs and cheers and it continued to irritate bev when she came haha...im so bad and noisy!

den i went for drums wah the office is closed no wonder i call the whole dae no one pick up the stupid phone la lucky still got access to the hall if not cant hav drums lesson again damn sianz de lor...and during the lesson my hands and legs cant coordinate and they dun listen haiz...im still tired leh...

dear called to tell mi how bloody tough it was inside and im realli pissed with the wae the sgt treat the recuits (including my dear) why not fair de? every one shud hav the same treatment why the other company can more slack and my dear hav to go thru so much and tolerATE with all those shit? they make dem pump on little stines dun they noe its painful and may cute? damn them...my dear didnt get admin time and had to be confined for 17 daes after CNY cuz of the 1 week CNY break they give wad shit siaz....wadz their fucking problem with not taking care of the welfare of he recruits....recruits not human arhz...damn dem man...that osh not the wae to treat humans lorz...and my dear ish sufferijn lehz....too much and gettin too far and overboard!

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1/16/2006 11:36:00 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006

i went for camp for nayang primary sch...man those children...its my nitemare...and its my 1st camp summore...makes mi wanna quit dis job man...SAVE MI from those monsters...luckily im out le...im so happi!!! they are rich, pampered and notti...cuz they dun listen to instructions and they move so slow....

dae 1
a dae which my nitemare begins...the kids arent listening to mi...and they seems to get simple things in their heads and like cant understand wad is call "ask permission to go anywre", "listen to mi", "kip quiet" it seems that they onli listen if ur fierce and get angry...or when u threaten to deducte points or stop the games! some even attitude...i was like...wanna scold dem vulgarites le but i noe i cant...and they move so slowly and the rock wall time was delayed...and the onli kid which went all te wae up was FINNA...the loud voice...wah...she shout...my ear drums will hurt...she is a very cute and lovable gal...best kid in the grp...i love her...and the guys were so egoistic...and hav a very bad mind set...dey even said that they wun hav gf in future cuz they hate gals...cant stand dem man...mArk their words and i hope they remain single forever...hahaz...im so evil...there was nuttin much and the dae was tirin and bad...it was rainin...and they kids were giving mi a headache...i even hav 2 lost sheeps...man....cuz they werent listenin to mi....so irritatin....fuck...

dae 2
todae is supposed to hav kayakin and archery...it shud be a fun dae buy it ws raining again and all the activities were cancelled...haha..so sad...i dun mind cuz i dun get to play too...im evil...muAhaha...and the stupid charles was so funni...his eyes so small haha...and that guy so bad kip beatin mi on the last dae....but he ish a very fun guy...

dae 3
yay im going back todae...wah my leggy ish sufferin from abrasion....quite bad...move my leg nli jiu hui pain...so poor thing...nuttin much todae jux clean up and played some games and den we got readi to send them back to sch...haha and i was playin wif Finna....oHHH yeah yippie yippe yeah! hahaz...we 2 crazy galz...if onli finna ish older...like my age i think we may becum great frenz hahaz...after dat jeff, sarah john and i went to adam rd for dinner and sat there to chat till like 10:30 pm haha...damn tired and stinky nv change for 3 daes...hahaz....den awhile ltr i chat wif darlin and fell aslp v soon after i bathe...zzz

14 jan 06...
i woke up at 9 plus to go for briefing for the job that alvin recommend us...wah lao...walk up and down of east coast wAh damn tired...didnt hav enuff slp lehz den hav to walk up and down east coast wif my abrasions and my blisters...den so sunny and i got suntanned...arhhh...haha so scary....
after that i took 196 to queenswae wif suzanne to buy booties cuz i threw my climate cool awae...lazy to wash and didnt wan mama to do it for mi...its spoilt anywae and its very uncomfortable to hav water gg in from below the soles hahaz...so i threw it awae....suddenli i feel that all these are excuses to throe that sch awae haha...i feel so ba for dat shoe...im sorri shoey...
after dat i went o pasir ris to go to joyce's chalet haha...hungry arh...sat and tok and eat...catch up wif frenz and teachers...den ms lim and bf gave mi a ride hom...nice car...hMMm ms lim shud get married real soon hahaz....i wanna be the hua tong...throw flowers hahaz...reach home le damn tires...bathe and chat wif dear and fell aslp again....

15 jan 06
nuttin special...a boring dae...went to church den go to bishan to get junwei's presie cuz tml ish his bdae...went to get lunch and to buy some groceries for dinner tonite hahaz...den i was doing soduku until i start to touch my new notebook hahaz...sianz...

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1/15/2006 06:04:00 PM

Monday, January 09, 2006

i woke up in the morning to go to sch to play basketball and to have breakfast before we go to dairyfarm for our camp briefing...sianz the next camp ish at sarimbun...it was raining when we left and i was wearin my new shoe...freak! all dirty le...after briefing we went to beach rd to get hammockz...6.50 the cheapest we can get...den we ate...wah headache...and im still waiting for dear to call mi...he's out but i cant meet him cuz he book out so late ="(

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1/09/2006 10:21:00 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

todae wasnt dat bored le...i went on a shoPpin spree witH mummy...hAhaz...we went to buGiS wif daddy to hAv breAkfast...the soUp bAo at the shAnghAiNese restAuRant iSh quite niCe...buT the foOd iSh quiTe ex...nVm i'LL brinG dear go try some dae hahaz...den we went shoPpin till dad hAd to leave us...cuz he gta work...we didnt wanna shoP dat loNg de...but the rain jux dun seem o stop...and we cudnt go home cuz we dun hav umbreLLa...den kor and jiLL went there too...when we were abt to go to buGiS villAge, we cud cross bUt rmBed thAt kOr was thEre so we met up with him to get the car keyz to get umbrellA to go over with jiLL haha...oso nuTtin to buy de...siAnz...bUt oSo dun wan bUy le todae spent a lot of moNey le...den we went for dinner @ sakAe...oHh the sake was nice...its has 13.8% alcohOl but the taste doesnt seem like the alCoHol contEnT iSh dat hiGh...iTz like thoSe normal bottle ones we drink hahaz...afTeR diNner mUm and i went home 1st...

i fed the dogs and mummy brouGht dem doWn to wee wee...den we little bird flew inTo mY hSe...wah...had a hard time trying to get iT out...end uP i tot of switching off the liGhTs so thAt iT like flY to wre there ish light...and led it out...hahaz...den i watch tv and tooK ouT all the stUffs i boUght...as i wait for dear to call mi...i didnt get to hear from dear till 11pm...cuz u guys were very bz...we chatted awhile and u sae the sergent ish here so we put dowN the pHone in a rush and we didnt kiss gudnite but nvm la hahaz...u msged mi to call u again...i did but we spoke less than 10 words the phone was disenGaged...i cudnt get thru to u when i redialed...guess it was cuz that batt flat le...so nvm bah...u still hav to wake up at 5 tml morning...hurry get some slp...tok to dear when u bOok out tml hahaz...

finalli can see the man i love in the no. 4 uniform tml...haha i like man....it makes a guy look super man and macho...hahaz...but of cuz the guy cant be too fat or skinny la...my dear ish ah bing ge! i like!!! *droOlz* hehez...lOOkin forward to see dear...

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1/08/2006 11:13:00 PM

finalli can see the man i love in the no. uniform tml...haha i like man....it makes a guy look super man and macho...hahaz...but of cuz the guy cant be too fat or skinny la...my dear ish ah bing ge! i like!!! *droOlz* hehez...lOOkin forward to see dear...

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1/08/2006 11:13:00 PM

Saturday, January 07, 2006

thou todae is our special dae...there isnt anything special hAppening toDae...i slackz...i was lAzy to wake uP in the morning to go for mY jog...so i slpt in till 10am...den i watched tV all the wAe...nuTtin to watch oso so i stiCked to aNimAl plAnet...i ate dou jiang youtiao for lunch and cameh ome to continue watching mY Animal plANEt...hAha...siaNz...thou iT was showing a docuMenTaRy on sNAke...i stiLL fell aSlP...i was jUx too bored le...when i woke up i was achinG all over...hmmm...im still missin my darlin for the whole dae...and my wait seems to be in vain...but i noe i hav until 10:30pM to receive ur call...nvm i'LL conTinue waitin...hahaz...

i went out in the evening to orchard cuz my bro having a performance there...cuz music forest got ke chuan for the ngee ann poly Xcape dance coMpetition...didnt stay to watch...sianz oso...haiz...den ate wanton mee at heeren den took pics there hahaz...shop awhile...mum and i left 1st...jill and kor continue pa tor-ing haiz...im back at home to continue my wait...im so bored todae...where ish my dear?

hAppiE 13tH moNTh dear...i love u...

guess u didnt noe how hAppie i was when i saw ur msges when i woke up todae...

one at 5:11am and one @ 5:12am...

so earli lorz...

i wonder if the slpin bUg in u ish dead not?

hahaz...mayb itz jux too frighten to come out...

im toking rubbiSh le...

not im the correct state of mind le...

i miss dear...and love u loads!

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1/07/2006 09:32:00 PM

i cried myself to slp last nite...

im startin to think that mayb i've over-reacted to the situation le...

since its not dat i wun cya forever...

there isnt a nid to be so sad...

well mayb i've not get used to life without u...

the emptiness that im feelin...

is overwhelming mi...

i realised the importance of u in my life...

the place u have in my heart...

all i noe is that...

i have no choice but to adapt to it no matter wad

all i cud do...

is to sit and wait for our next meeting...

and pray that the LoRd will kip u safe and well...

itz onli so earli and im bloGging le...theres nuttin to do todae...jux stayed online...and mum booked tix to thailand on feb...which means that i might not be able to see dear for 2 weeks during feb...i was guai this morning...i woke up at 8:10am to jog...hahaz...den had breakfast at the market den go home and sit in front of the com till 1:40pM i left to eat my lUnCh...didnt eat mUch...jUx rojak and sOuRsop drink...damn full le...plAn for toniGht is diNner at ADAM ROAD! hahaz....*drOoling le*

jUx now dear called mi...to chat...so happy to cya msg...but tok tok awhile u put down thephOne cuz ur sir came in to get pple to the interview...hahaz...den a called u back twice den we chat a little longer we put down the phone le...dear inside oso sian outside oso sianz...cuz u sae no physical training...hahaz isnt that gud? well i dunno abt u...but u sae ur jux slacking awae...haiz...i dunno wadz best inside...

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1/07/2006 03:09:00 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006

i woke up at 5:50 am...did realli go back to slp cuz i was afrAid dat i mighT not waKe up at 6:10am when my alArm riNgs...it seeMz like a uSual dae to sch but this time round iM goinG to mY dear's hse...i reached hiS pLAce at 7:30am...we slpt together...till 11plUs den we went to bUy lunch...

very soon we mux get ready to leave for pAsir ris...
den we took a shuttle buS to the jetty and took a ferry to tekOng~ as we get closer to tekonG iSlAnd...i jux mean that ur leavin mi sOOn...vEry vEry sOon~ we reached the plAce and got sepArated whereby i and ur parents went for a tour and lOoked aRd...liSten to toks and stUffs sianz...den when i finalli got to cya again was at the audi...den sit there so lOng...liSten till wanna slp le lorz...we finalli get to be with u during the food sampling...hAhaz...food was quite gud...after dat...we followed the crowd and walked to the jetty...

the turning point

u had to leave us le...sobz...no choice...hAd to watch u leave...and head to the jetty and go home...im so sad...i cant hav dear with mi le... ="(

i wonder wad ur doing inside...i hope everytingy is fine...i waited for ur call...and u onli did @ 10:34 pm...tellin mi dat the lights are out and u hAv to slp le...well of cuz i hav to let u right...cuz tml dear hav to wake up @ 5:30 to fall in @ 5:45am mAn...supper early!!i hope dat mY darlin will hAv a gud nite of rest~ and thAt tml wun be too tough on my darlin...thou he will slim down but i dun wan him to become skeleton -_-"

i miss my darlin...

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1/05/2006 10:21:00 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

i slpt quite earli last nite...
but i still woke up at 9 plus (usual time)
washed up and cooked breakfast

-MENU OF THE DAE-
100 mArks set meal

1 hotdog
2 eggs
hot milo /coffee

101 marks set meal

2 hotdogs
1 egg
hot milo / coffee

i cooked the 1st set for myself and mum ate the 101 set meal...hahaz...the menu was as such cuz i have my fial theory test todae...and i hope i pass...cuz mum jux kept tellin mi its v diff to pass for the 1st test if u nv go and do revision blah blah blah...hahaz...end up...i still PASSED...hahaz...gud...dunid study le...

after my test i went to khAtib to meet up wif my hubby...den we took a train to orchard...we wanted to eat the mango desert which ur sista recommend but den up buying other food...and when we reached the shop...u didnt feel like eating dat le...cuz u sae no mai xiang...hahaz...so we walked to far east...and i ate oyster mee sua...and met BRENDA!!! oHh i miSs her man...she lOOked so diFf with a new fuNky hAirstYle...hahaz...chat awhile and she left to lOok for food and a quite plAce to eat and read...we walked awhile den left for heeren to go to city chain to look for a watch for dear...but they were not suitable...den we shopped awhile and went to cine to eat at cafe cartel...

=FOOD AT CARTEL=

soft shell crab with prawns
beef lasagne
cooler than the cool (mango and peach soda)
pink sth (forgot wad itz called...its strawberry and peach smoothie)

food was yummy...but oso very full! den we went to tke piCs uPstAirs...mAn...itz the moSt expEnsive mAchine i'Ve enCoUntEred...11buCks...but iT was quite cute hahaz...but not many stUffs to decor the pic...but iT hAs shiNY bAckGrOunD!den we left the pLAce to centrepoinT to buy bra hahaz...black oNe...=X den took a cab from centrepoint home...

we sat awhile den looked for the stuffs u wan and den slpt...after awhile i shifted to the bed belOw cuz i wanna let dear slp more comfortably...but when it was time to wake up...dear cudnt find mi...hahaz...and went to asked mummy wre i went...den mummy told him im slping and dear found mi at the bed below hahaz...

dear ish leaving le...can u not go?
i hugged dear so tightly and cried...cuz once u leave the next time i cya is tml and when i cya tml...im seeing u off to tekong...and i wun get to cya till 5 daes later...i realli dun wanna let u go...dear...the sorrow i feel within mi was like a dagger piercing thru my heart...thou i noe dat its not like i wun be seeing u again but its dat we wun be able to spend as much time together le... ="( finalli i let go...i had no choice...

dear,

my heart ish so heavy...

and sorrows filled every single space within...

i will miss u...

and i'll wait for ur return...

i promise...

i love u!

i blogged @
1/04/2006 08:07:00 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

once againz its bac to sch...

but not for mi...

i jux went to play and visit my frenz and chers'

brought durians for dear to eat

wah smelly!

but dear like...hahaz...

i noe its nice but i dun like the smell hehez...

dear is a STINKY boy~

=played basketball=

the sun was BIG!

super sunny and i felt restless...

didnt wanna run...

dear said i very lazy...

mayb itz due to all those fats building up...

ms tan and ms ong said i put on quite a bit...

time to run~

but the tot of exercising makes mi sick...

i realli hate running...

we chat a lot...

den when ms tan went back to the staff rm...

we chat at the bball court

=ms lim came back le=

toked awhile

we left sch to occ to play pool...

hahaz im so lousy!

dear pro wor...

den came bac for dinner...

-slpt on the bus like i alwaez do-

dinner was nice...

and im so full...

guess my dietin will hav to postpone till darlin go ns

cant wait to cya tml...

and hopefulli my final theory test will pass~

dun wanna study le...

dun wanna touch any more books except novels hahaz

***

as ur enlistment date draws nearer...

...my misses for u each dae accumulates...

...as the nite falls...

...the dae u leave mi becomes sooner...

...it onli made mi realise...

...that i realli love u...

...that i cant live life without u...

...ur like oxygen...

...the source of my survival...

...all i can do is to wait...

...as i do so...

...u will always be with mi in my heart...

i love u

***

i blogged @
1/03/2006 07:11:00 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006

4:45 am i woke up from a nitemare...
checked the hp...
dear didnt msg...
still plAying mj...
i was quite upset abT it...but tot...no point cuz it wun change aNythingy anywaez...

woke uP at 11am...
watched tv all the wae to 1+ pm
went for lunch...prawn nOodles -_-"
2 plUs pm - bAck hOme and dear wAs still slPin
3 plus pm - went to yiShun to visiT my granny bUt she was aSlp so didnt see her...
4 plus pm - i reAched dear's hSe...

miZ u so mUch...
slpt and watch tv (as uSuAl)
i like it when i can lAy down on ur lAp and watch tV with u...hahaz...
left @ 9 pm cuZ dad iNSiSt dat i go lOok for dem @ semBAwaNg...
10:30 pm - hOme and the little moNStEr iS bAthing...
10:45 pm - he iS plAying witH hiS tRActOr -_-" noiSy lA...
datz all abt todae...

*i woNder wAd wud life be after uR enLiStmenT...
guess oThEr den missing u bAdly...
itz wud be stiLL miSsin u bAdlY ="(
dun wan u to go lehs...
dear...*

i blogged @
1/02/2006 10:55:00 PM

Sunday, January 01, 2006

we woke uP quiTe lAte toDae...

11am...i woke up and lay down by mY bed lOOkin at dear...

slP until so cute hahaz...

iTz gud to cYA the moment i oPen my eyes =)

so sweet...

den i fell aslp againz...

the next time i woke up...dear was still slpin bUt woke up a little later...

hahaz...mum was waShing the toilet so we onli can lAy in my bed and hugz...

*sMilEz*

afTer dat we washed up and u plAyed with the com...

while i cook "breakFaSt" for u...

=MENU=

CreAm of MushroOm soUp

hOtDoG and suNnY sidE uP

coLd mAsh POtAto with eGg and chEEse...

haha...iTz mY 1st time CooKin he BAo dAn for deAr to eAt...

oN my oWn suMmOre...

cuZ nOrmal if i cOok durinG diNner...

im onli hLpin mUmmy and did erealli cook it all by mySelf =)

realli like mArried le *shYz*

den we watch tV...very soOn it wAs 5 plUS le...and dear hAd to go home for diNner =(

-it rained-

dear stayed longer to wait for the rain to stop den we left the hse when the rain was not so heavy...

-still drizzling-

we sepArAted...cuz im gg for dinner wif mum @ bugiS...

-rain stopped-

we went to eat @ siam kitchen...damn full den shoPPed awhile for new yr clothes...

onli bought a jeans @ s.N.k hahaz...

dear...

im realli happie that ur alwaez by my side...

esp todae...

its special cuz i get to cya when i wake up...

to cuddle in bed with u...

under the blAnket in the cold room...

how i wish dat we cud be like this everydae...

how i wish dat u will alwaez be by my side...

24-7

we may hav disagreements...

get pissed off with one another...

but our love still remain strong...

hOpefuLLi it will continUe to grow stronger each dae...

that no obstacles would be able to pull us apart...

i love u...

i blogged @
1/01/2006 08:36:00 PM

i spEnt the whole dae at home...
doing nuttin but watch tV and study up for my final theory test...

afTer dat dear mSg mi if i waNNA go for diNner toGeTher
i said yes so we went to glAss hSe together with mUmmy
cuZ she niDed diNNer anYwAe...
the pLAce wAs great bUt suPer coLd so we chAnGed to the coUch seat~
hAha...
nO noRmAl meNu toDae...so nO choIce...got the festive one...
jUx eat lA...
it wAs quite nice but i still prefer seAfOOd plAtTer

after dinner we went to soMerset to meet cHoryeow and sEan to get the snow sprAys...waH 15 lehz...so mAny!den we took the trAin to mEet zhen, lin and sy...
we waLked aimLeSsly plAnning to go to m.o.s
we did...we cut queue cuz we met lucern whu told us iriS wAs queuing den we cut even more cuz they had frenz nearer to the entrance...
*there was even a fight cuz the bouncer dun let a guy in den blah blah blah...*
hahaz...
we were dis close to entering the plAce but we gAve up cuZ it wAs real croWded and its not worth to pAy 30 buCks and jUX stAnd ard...squeezin with everyone den after awhile to go home...den the 5 of us left and walk to esplanade to watch the fireworks and to play w the sprays...
man the pple there...siao one...wre got pple spray directly into the face de...mouth and eyes all kenna...kaoz...bu shuAng!
tHe fireworks were brilliant!
MAgNiFiCenT!
BEautiFul aRhz...hAhAz...
after dat we walked to go hOme...
den we saw 851 den tot can go back to yishun and told the other 3 end up itz the wrong directioN haha...sorries...den dear and i walked all the wae to buGis to tke 145 home...
dear is tokin to my mUmmY nOw...hahaz...
and is stAying oVer =)

dEAr...i thou we quarrel...and i grumBle and alwaEz bU shUAng and get uPseT...i've nv doubt ouR love or wAd...thou at times i wud wonder if it wud reallie last...

*i hope it does*

jUX wanna let u noe...i will try my best to kip this rShiP goinG
so that we will still remAin sOOOOooo lOvinG
lOokin forward to the dae we get mArried...
hAv kids...
aged...
and meet un heaven =)

i love u dear~ i realli do...
hAppi new yeaR!

*mUAcKz*

i blogged @
1/01/2006 01:58:00 AM