Thursday, December 29, 2005
12 deCemBer o5todae is sUzaNNe's bDae haha...bought her so mani hello kitty stuffs...
this morning mum was like so unhappi that everyone is alwaez not at home to accompany her...sae this and that. she is like finding fault with mi lorz... KAoz! im busy on course and work den got bbQ and stuFfs...it jUx haPpened that i got a lot of activities last week wAdz...but i oso dun like to be at hOme iTz so boring~ nuttin to do oSo... pArtly oso cuz she kept mi at hOme for so mAni bLoody yRs le...den she complAint that i nv tok to her...well if she wanna tok den dunno hoW to tok to mi mehz...muz i tok to her arhz...i oso dunno wAd to sAez lorz...
i went to ur hse to accompany u but before that we went to the bank to apply for atm card!!!oHHh zhang da le! we waited for more than 1 hR lArz...den we went home...ate and watched que shen II, fell aslp and woke up for dinner...haha as uSuAl lorz...
13th decEmbEr o5i woke up earli for my basic theory test todae...it was super easy larz...stuck there for the whole morning cuz hav to settle the praCtical stuFfz sianz...
oHhh dEAr i miSs u so much! i love u! tml go lOOk for u loH~
14 dEcEmbEr o5earli in the morning quarrel with mummy~
want to meet u at ur hSe
=as uSual=
deAr bought lUnch for mi...ate and watched tv...kissed...huGged...slEpt
woke up plAying hammie the hoPPerhead (game)
dear watch mi play until like so sianz...still sae i dunno how to play game de...
so NOTTI! *biTe uR heAd!*
i went off @ 5+ cuZ got druMz lesson @ 6:30pm haha~ i waNNA buy drumz...its like 60o+ wahlAo eHHh eX siAz...but iTz quiTe a bArGain la...
hOme le...we chAt oN the phone for quiTe a while before we slp...hAhA
bUt i slPt @ 2+ 3a.m
i miZ mY deAr15 dEceMber o5went to victoriA seCreTs wArehOuSe sAle with mUm, bro anD jiLL (koR'S gf) tHen walK wAlk with mUm ard orchArD...koR bDAe coming le bUt stiLL dunno wAd to gEt for hiM lehZ =( JiLL sAe he waNA a silK pAjAmAs but i coUldnt find a nice oNe =(
Then i went to meet Junwei (mY sec scH fren...cuz ex-)
*pS* dear dun angry huHz...
we walked ard orchArd...waH i can say i finished walking all the buliDings along orchArD toDae arH...tired siAz...
DeAr i realli miSs u arhz~
u mj nOw den i siAnz le...
dunno when i can cya agAiNz lehZ...
soBz...didnT get to tok to u lehz...hOpefuLLi i can hear from u lAtEr...
MUACKZ
16th dEcemBer o5hMmm i jUx foUnd out tHAt i didnt mAke a record oN wAd i did todae...hAha...bUt bAsed on my mem...i was wae too earli for work...so i ended up at borders searching for a gUd bOOk to giv to my kOr as bDae present bUt i foUnd nOne...den went to work...
After work i went to kino to gEt -the memOir of a geishA- to read haha...den went o flAsh and splAsh to get my kor a poUch for bDAe...oHHh den i chioNg to read the bOOk...iTz quite nice!
17th dEcember o5itz kOr's biRthDae todae!!!!
went to work...haiz slack quite a lot...dun like this teaM...lAzy lehz... -_-"
met up with dear after to eat kAng koNg chAo HeH bee hiAm and stinGrAy @ AdAm roAd...YUMMY!
kor got performAnCe at mArinA sQuArE bUt deAr diDnT wAnnA go to wAtch so we hEaDed for hOme...
i went to bAthe and auNtie kEEchOuN caLLed mi sO i chAt with her for quIte lOng...aND deAr wAs upset abT it...cuZ i wAso n the pHone for quiTe loNg lA...den aftEr i huNg uP i hUrri to coNtinUe bAtHing den chAnGed into tHe piyO piYo pAJAMAs tHAt deAr bought for mi wiTh bUbU one...
deAr...can u not leAve mi?
itz the lAst time dat i see deAr before i got foR mY aTTAchmenT cAmp...i will miSs dear very mUch de! realli cant bear to cyA leaVe...
18 dEceMber o5sianz i didnt go to church again...very lazy arhz...haha...kinda slPy too...aftEr dat i went to work....damn it lor the pple realli too mUch le slAck like duNNo wAd....we walked to fAr east BK and ate ans slAck till 3+ 4 en go cuz no choice cuz it was raining and we had to go bAck to get the uMbReLLas....afTer dat the rain sToPPed and tHoSe pple jUx stOod therE wiTh the uMbreLLas and chat like there wAs nO tml...and we were like wad the fuck iS wrong with these pple? kiNda piSsed with thEir workin aTTiTuDe~
went hOme quIte soOn aFtER work to pAck uP to go cAroL'S hSe but in the mid of pAckin....we hAd a tiff.cant be bOthered...it wasnt a gUd dAe for mi...going camp tml le...i will still miSs u~
19th deCember o5i went for my camp todae le =( im miSsing my dear dear...lOve u mY dhuBBy!toDae we did the high elements..FUN! but nOt enuFf....cuz chem liping and her hubby came to tryout 4 the charity tingy...actualli i kinda sianz and i miss home and our beds and YOU! sorta regret coming cuz i dun get to cya and i cant call or msg u and there isnt any plug to charge the stupid hp!oHHH we did oUtDoor coOking todae~ FOOD SUX! we ended quite late in the nite...icalled u while waiting for en....haha so happi cuz i cud hear ur voice....so sweet......i love u dear.......i had a long dae.......tired and sticky....i dun like the feel and im beginning to think twice on whether i shud tke this job nots...aniwaez......I LOVE DEAR AND MISS U!2otH deCemBer o5damn siAz i snored laz nite and the stuPid en record in the phoNe.....soRriez eN eN...oHHh hAv to wear tHAt tee i wore yest. diSgUstinG! i dun wan lehZ...bUt every new trainer oso lidatZ...siNce im not theo nli oNe den no choICe lorz...i went hiking uP the bukiT timAh hiLL toDae! haha iSmAil realli loOk liKe the moNkey on the dO not feed mOnKey siGn!!! sO cuTe!haha i reached the suMmit todAe! dAmn tiring...my legS arE super suAn lehZ bUt it wAs a nIce eXperiEnCe...hAhAz...iF oNli i WaS tReKkin wif deAr...oHHh i sortA injUred my aNkle todae again...vEry minOr one..nO proB aFtEr awhile can jUmp ard AgAin~ hahaz...AfTer lUnch we leArn hOw to pItCh tEnT...a frAme aGain...siAnz...i almost fell aSlp siAz...oNli woke uP when tHey were doinG the dome tent...iT wAs mUch eAsier and nIcer toO!aftEr dat we learn abt 1st aid and knoTs and lasHinGs...oHHh dEAr......we hAvent seen eaCh oTher for 3 daez le.......i miSs u super bAdly lehZ...kInda slpy le *yAwNz* hMMm realli miSs ur bEd and tHE weekEndS we spEnT bY slPinG with eaCh other....mAn if oNli ur with mi~ i go orhorh le...GuDnites and i hOpe to be bY uR siDe reAl sOon~21St deCember o5oHh i went to anoTher camp site todae...to recce the plAce and routEs for camps to be held there...gOt mUd oNe! eee i dun dare go in...cuz i sure rAshes de lorz...but dunno how to tell dem...then went to mSiA...at there now itZ 00:12:12 and we are still haVing briEfing...siAnz duNno why they got so mUch to sAe...all alMost the sAmE oso lorz..hMMm afTer tml i wiLl cyA soOn...hAha...fri iS coMing soOn...I SAW FIREFLIES!!! iTs beAuTiFuL! thIS mSia camp quiTe run dowN the bed quite diSguStIng...hAiz...but very tired aRz...dun care le...hunny i realli miss u alot...called u jux now bUt u plAyin mj...so didnt distUrb u fuRther...hAiz...hope dat u got win lorz...dreading to go home and to cya...dun wana dream of u yet...dreamz are not gud...makes mi tired...haiz i wanna slp and i wan dear~22nD deCeMber o5toDae woULd be a long dAe for mi...went for wAterfall treKkin...oHh my gOSh! i got soMe leeCh bites! So diSguSting lehZ...kAoz...hOpe dat they eXtiNct arHz...jUX lIke moSquiTos! but the waterfAll thEre dAmn shioK mAn! BEST! the watEr wAs so cOld~ afTer the fun and relAxing pArt we hAd to walK bAck into the jUngle and go bAck to camp..eee the trip bAck wAs so loNg! den kennA soMe more leeches on mi~ gEt lOSt lEeCh! when we were nearing the camp, carol and i was like running bAck to get out of the jUngle and to get thOSe bLooDy leeChes oUt mAn!kiLLing LeeCh time!!!rested awhile den hAd to do the shErwoOD and No mAn'S lAnd obstAcles.oHh sUzanNe foUnd 3 leeChes in her uNder pAnts..dun think too mUch IS the iinNer pAnts unDer the bbAll shorts...damn mAn at the obstAcles.....i cudnt croSs teh moNkey bAr for the 1st time...so wAd? i fell into the muDdy watEr! eEWWw~we hAd caMpfire afTer diNNer...btw i hAvent bAthe yEt~ eeeiT wAs fun thou...afTer thecampfire still cant bAthe cuZ they wan shOw uS piCz...wah so mani...see until i doZe oFF oN sUzaNNe's back haha...tired lehz...when finAlli it wAs over...everyone went for suPper and i sTAyed in the bUnK to shower...i cant stAnd mYSelf le...afTer suPPer...got news tHAt we're gg for mUD teK tml~ oMG! i dun waNNA get dirty agAin! dun wan go~ i wanna hUrri hOme tml atHz...sobz... DEAR!!!23rd dreCemBer o5oHHh fiNAlli i can go hOme toDae! i went to the swaMp trek todae =( wAhlAo so mAni mOSquiTos.......19 biTes oN my right leG and 23 bites oN mY left.when we left the junGle..they were still "coming" aftEr oUr bLooD.....fOlloWing uS aLL the wae to oUr camp!sobz...so ke liAn arhz...den we bulit raft...shOwered hAd breAkfAst and pAck up for home! YAy!kAoz mAn the bUS why got so mAny fliEs inSide?! bz gettIn the flIes mAn...hAha we HAd rAmlY bUrgEr ont he bUS agAin~ wOOhOo! when we reAched the cuStoMs...the driver cuDnt clear and there wAs a lOng delAy! kAoz...wAste my time...finAlli hOme le...stArTeD unPAcking den deAr came awhiLe lAter....i go shOwer and den u kip asking mi to chAnge my clOtHes...this canot dat oSo canot...arHhh *BITE U* so mA fan huh! den we went to oRchArd...swAy~...mY shOes sPoilt! so hAd to bUy a new one...wAds worse wAs i forgot to bring mY hP~ diff to coNtAct so i hAd to wait for u at the shoe shop after u went to ciNe to check for tiX for nAnia...den boUght one pAir from U.R.S den went to liDo to try oUr lUck...we got it...4th row from the screen....hAiz...bettEr den 1st row...n we watched it...it was quite nIce~den we waLked ard orchArd...and dear kip complAining dat iTz v croWded...and dat u dun wanna go to town aNiMore!haha imMpoSsiBle...oHh im so shAg...i fell aslp soOn afTer i got hoMe...didnt even shOwer...and dear left mY hse alone...so pOor thing...oHHh~ sorrie...end up i woke up agAin to bAtHe haha...24th deCeMber 05*iT chriStMAs eve*i went our with mummy and my aunties @ mArinA sQuArE...bouGht presents for my famiLy and dear and my fren...uHhh speNt quite a lot oF moNey arHz...den i went o ur hse...cuZ u hAving mj in the morning.....wAhkAoz...u lOSt 70 buCkz! mAn! datz a lot...gimme mAh...at ur hSe le i bathe and slpt all the wae to 9+...sOrrie dear...im sO piGggy...we had curry for diNner and i continuE to slP till 10+ when u wake mi up to go home...and i continUe to slP agAin~hunny im sorri i dint realli accompAny u todae...mOreover its chriStMAs eve...im sO soRries buT i nOe u didnt miNd too cuZ u nOe dat iM totaLLi shAg awae bY the camp...huNny...i lOve u kAez...mUAckZ...25tH deCember o5 iTs cHriStMAs and i didnt go for chriStMAs service...im a very bAd gAl...im sorri LOrd...cuz i wAs still very slPy...i spent the whole dae at hOme unti l u guYs came over for steamboAt...aTe quite abit bUt wAs resTriCted by dear dat i cant tke seafOoD cuz of thoSe stUffs on mY lEgs...and i went to the doCtor to get soMe mediCation for it...got a jAb on mY BUTT! *shy*aftEr foOd the joke wAs..."any activity?""ze li arhz?"and it kept rePeatin until we decIDed to plAy moNoPolY~ there wasnT any ulTimAtE wiNNer bUt a lOSer...MR eDdeN Goh a.k.a huA huA gong zi (dat dae...cuZ he wAs so flOwery...shiRt and shorts got so mAny flOWers!) as uSuAl lA...itz alwaEz him~ hahaz...im so siAnz...No pArtY...No gg to clUbS liKE i uSuAlli do...and didnt get to kiSs and hUg my deAriE todAe!26th dEcemBeR o5hMMm deAr came oVer to aCcompAny mi toDae to go to beAch roAd to bUy sTuffs...i bought a deUter BAg anD a caMelbAk for 150 bUckz...hMMm regReT...i shUD hAv bArgAined lor...den mAyb i couLd get a better priCe~ soBz...when we went home...joSepH wAs OreAdi at my pLAce...as uSuAl...sittin and stiCking to hiS gu zhAnG a.k.a mY dad haha...den dey went to NTUC to get titbits for thAt liTTle moNstEr den the boTh oF uS jUX went into the roOm to slP...agAinz..hAha...5min lAtEr mY auNtie caLLed...den i went bAck to slP...5min lAter elSie caLLed...nVm...go bAck to slp again...5min mum called to sae dat 5min lAtEr i hAv to go dowN to hlp her cArry the stUffs up!!end uP i didnt get to slp...and the liTTle moNstEr, joSpeH wAs lIke eH-phAnt (elepHant) cuZ we were watCh AnimAl plAnEt...haha so cuTe! bUt he iS a moNstEr! luCky he dun stAy with mi...or i gUess i wiLL beCome mAd one dAe~ heez...27tH deCeMbEr o5hMMmz i was suPPosed to hAv druM lessoNz todae de...but joSh hAv a wedding aPPoinTmEnt haha...so no choIce shiFt to tml le lorz...so i stAyed at hOme the whole dAe i gUess... hmmm... =( cant realli recall wad i did le wor...28tH deCember 05i'Ve got druM lessonz todae~ mAn...i learned a new grOOve..wOOhOO...kiNda touGh thou...almoSt giV up mAn! after the lessoN...we sTayed awhile lonG to plAy with the druMz...jOsh gave uS a new oFFer...he cuD get a druM set for 550 buCkz mAx...wOOhOoo i wAn! hAiz...AfTer dAt i went to yiShun to lOOk for my deAr wif sWoLLen lipS cuZ he ate crAbZ when he wAs aLLegic to it...cuZ itz hiS siStA's bDae~ haha...we bought pAcked riCe and aTe as we wAtched shAllOw HAl...den slp agAin and miSsed diNner cuz we were stiLL quiTe fuLL den i took a cab hOme...reLuCtAnTly to leAve for hoMe...noT cuz i dun wanna leaVe deAr bUt cuZ i duN wanNA leAve hIS bed...i wAnnA slP!!!! when im hOme i wAsnt tired or slPY animore...hAha wAtched tv and reAd my BooK...i fiNished it uP...and i stAyed up till 2:30 am to chioNg finISh! hahaz...29tH deCember o5 finAlli my bloG hAd caught up with thE actuAl dae le...i went to woRk todAe it was kiNda slAck...everyone onli hAv to giv oUt one stAck or so...which wAs leSs thAn 50 flyeRs haha...oHh eaSy joB...aftEr dat anglin, zhen n i went to perlini silvers to get some earrings haha den to lOOk for the guy whu soLd the cryStAl anGel to uS cuZ it broke...sobz...he's gone...NO more stAll there le =( iM sorrie dear...oHh i hAd a tiff wif dear agAin~ hAiz...u dun seems to try to uNDerstAnd wAd im gg thRu mAn...uR not the onli one inVolved...and im the one whu is facing the siTuAtion with a greater impAct...i sAid hUrtFul words to u...im sorriez...bUt i did noe dat it wud hurt u...but it was the thing dat i realli wanna sae...sAdly for for us...cuz it seems to mi dat ur so selfish to sae that im stubborn but did u put urself in my shoe to think how i felt? it certainly dun feel gud if ur forced to do something dat u dun feel like doing or sth dat u dun like......i cried...guess u didnt noe too...ur too bz fuming while on the phone...and u surely cudnt sense it when we were sms-ing...huNny....somethings are not meant to be said out...u muz try to be more sensitive to my feelings...itz jux like some things must not be written down to show itself...and i had mani tots todae...i dun understand why u can go ahead to do the things dat i dun realli like playing mj overnite...or even at nite...jux cuz u sae u wanna do wad u like to do...but think of this...i like to party at cluBs...why cant i go ahead with it even thou u dun like while u can do wadever u like even if i dun like it??? dun u think its unfair? u sae dat itz cuz of the dangers...hunny...im not trying to be like act smart or wad...its not my 1st time in those places...i noe wad to do...i mayb still young but im not dat young to the extent that im dat stUpiD thou i aDmiT im not very clever~hunY im not tryin to hint anithinG or complain...but to let u think of someting tHAt ur miNd hAd not coMe acroSs dat iS hAppen betWeen uS...the unFairneSs~ uR iNSeNSitiviTy and the effoRt to tRy to feeL wAd im feelin...iTz not dat i heCk care...buT wAdz wroNg if i dun waNNA shOw it?im sorrie dear if i've hurt u todae...but u've hurt mi deeply too...i jUx hOpe dat we will stiLL be as loving...mUAckz...
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